-It's good to know that Jin! Shen Yue gets up from his chair and sits on the arm of my chair and places a kiss on the top of my head.
-When I met you...it never crossed my mind that being ignorant and irresponsible would bring me a family, if it wasn't for that stupid bet I would never have a girlfriend and kids, I never thought I would have a family I'm so afraid of to miss!
- I know my love...my broken heart was worth it...today I know what my father meant before he died... and today I understand what his words really meant!
- What were the words?
- One day you will be so destroyed that your tears will be your happiness; and your fear will be your strength...the broken heart will be the fruit of healing your wounds and all the bad times will be brought by a little bundle of happiness that you will be so much more so afraid of losing your bundle that you will sacrifice yourself for him!
- we've arrived! I think it's better to wake everyone up and let's go!
* Break of time*
We got home and almost nothing has changed since the last time I was here! there was only one thing that I was finding strange... there were children's toys around the house, something that I really had. When we arrive we take a look around the house and I see a woman coming down the stairs in a simple outfit with her hair combed into a bun and I see who looks to me to be Tsumi.
- Hello my loves! Shen Yue! look how skinny she's been since the last time. Says Tsumi hugging me.
-Oh ... the lady is also very beautiful by the way ... she is much more receptive! I say strange behavior of her.
- It's because I changed Shen Yue! I've been going through a lot of difficulties and since then I've changed because I found a very special friend.
- I'm happy for you!
-I believe this is my grandson! she says looking at Nickolas with twinkle in her eyes and a smile on her lip.
- Hello Mrs Shin! I'm Nickolas Yue but you can call me grandson if you prefer!
-How cute! you really look smart!
- Thanks! Says Nickolas heading towards Shen Yue.
- Hana I miss my friend and my son's 2nd mother! I say hugging you tightly.
Jin stops and looks at me waiting for me to hug him but I just ignore him!
- There's no hug for you! told me not to visit you and left me alone! I say sulking.
- Whatever mom! We're all tired from the trip and we're going to the bedroom if you don't mind can you have Nickolas?
- Fine! Come on kid, let's play outside! Says Tsumi pulling Nickolas and Hana out!
* Jin Shin and Shen Yue go up to the office and enter the secret room, Jin sits on the floor propped against the wall and Shen Yue sits beside her *
- The last time we were here, you were super mad at me and I was super drunk! Shin says ironically.
- There was also the time you danced a waltz with me here in the middle!
* We both started to laugh remembering the past*
- My mother Tsumi has cancer and it can be terminal! He says cutting through his laughter.
- Is she undergoing treatment?
- Yes! but it's getting worse and worse! Jin says leaning his head on Shen Yue's shoulder.
-I'm very sorry
- Me either! Shin says with a tear running down his face!
*I see that Jin is crying, I lift his chin with my hand gently and with the other I wipe away the tear that was running*
- She'll be fine! She is evil in person ok she always looks good!
- I really do not know!
* he caresses my face gently and pulls me closer to him making our lips meet! then he kisses me and I lie on his lap and we just talk for hours like we're carefree and excited teenagers... there's a knock at the door *
- Shen Yue! Jin! I'm here and there's someone really wanting to see you and especially someone you've never seen Jin!
- Goyang-i? I get up quickly running and Jin gets up much faster before he can unlock the door and enter in front of him!
-No way Jin! I say mad at him!
-Why? my daughter or son is behind that door!
- You forgot I'm going to surprise you!
*He comes back and sits in his chair*
- Goyang-i take the child to the room with you and lock the door and don't let Jin Shin see her or him.
-OK!
- And you go outside with Nickolas until I call! I say pointing at him.
I run to all sides of the house as fast as possible picking up decorations and decorating the secret room really nice and after an hour I finish the surprise for Jin so I go to the room where Goyang-i is.
- Goyang-i is me Shen Yue! I say knocking on the door.
- Good thing because I have no idea how to bathe this child!
-I got it! I say patting his shoulder!
- Very funny Shen Yue! but this child has your hair and Jin's face!
- Yeah! Now help me!
- whatever you need! gun, kill?
-Diapers...clothes...powder...and towel!
-Come on...killing someone would be easier!
*Time break*
After changing the child I put a handkerchief wrapped around it so that no one could see and open the beak for Jin and when I arrived the decoration was wonderful and I see the hanging banner saying 'happy birthday daddy I am ... approach the crib to find out after check everything I tell Jin Shin to take a shower and come *
After I play for an hour with Nickolas I hear someone calling me so I take a shower and go to the office where the secret room is and open the door when I see a decoration in Green and Yellow and read the banner' congratulations daddy I am... approach the crib and see' everyone is behind me curious...only Goyang-i and Nickolas knew...As I approached the crib I see a doll and after that I see the other door opening with Shen Yue dressed in yellow and with the child in my arms...when I see it I can't resist and I let a tear run down... - It's just...