I surrendered by desire

- I don't know if I want... to live with a stranger! I say thinking negatively.

-Go Mom... for me and for Estela! Nickolas says smiling and I can't resist.

-Okay...no more touching me or trying anything with my kids!

-Our children, madam! He says in an ironic tone.

Richard was arrested and then we went to a giant mansion where there were two women who claimed to be Mr Shin's mothers, they are nice but they share a lot of affection, I think they are a couple more who I am to judge love! I did not have

courage to leave Estela with Mr Shin yet....I don't trust him yet, already

it's nightfall and I decide to take a shower while Estela slept in the crib of

my and Mr Shin's room, Nickolas loves him and they spend most of their time

together! I go to the bathroom in the bedroom, which is all black and Chic, in the middle of my

bath I hear Estela crying and I wouldn't settle and my heart started to race then

I took the first towel I saw and I hear the crying break up, so I open the door and

I see SR Shin playing in bed with her and I just see and hear the laughter that

she gave it, I get close to seeing him play with her and I'm admiring them.

-Nhahae! Says Estela extending her two little arms towards me and Mr. Shin

he will come towards me to see what Estela was staring at.

-Looks like someone saw Mommy! says tickling Estela who laughs.

- I think I better breastfeed her!

-Do it! He says getting out of bed and facing me, he was much more

tall I so I kept looking up to see her eyes!

-I think you better get dressed too! Says pointing to the towel! - I stayed 1 year

away from my wife and I don't know if I can control myself!

-You didn't tell me I'm your wife! must have seen it all already! besides I feel

comfortable to be like this in my room next to you. I say without thinking.

-I'm going to take a shower and you breastfeed Estela, right? Excuse me! He says and flees to the bathroom.

I sit in a black armchair and pull down one side of the towel and take Estela in my

lap, I position her lying down and she grasps my breast and puts her small

little hand resting on my chest, I feel a slight pain and lean my head to

I come back waiting for Estela to nurse and I also talk to her.

- My little love! let's all be fine! I say and pass my index finger playing your little one

little hair to get out of her face.

After about 15 minutes Estela falls asleep so I go to the door that leads to her room and the

I put it in the crib going back to my room and when I enter I see Mr Shin just

with a towel around her waist, I silently enter and sit in the

armchair watching him even though he was in front of the closet looking for an outfit

and then I drop some words

- You don't need to wear heavily covered pajamas if you want! I say and he makes his look up to

me who doesn't seem to understand.

-What did you say? He asks taking 3 steps to keep a not too big distance

of me.

- I said... I get up from my chair and take a few steps until I'm facing him

– That you don't need to wear very covered pajamas, I know you only sleep in sweats!

- You know what you're playing with right? He gives a little smile and I just wave the

head.

- SR Shin I think you are thinking about things not very favorable for a tall person.

class!

- And you Miss Yue are not helping me to maintain my knight posture!

- But I just said so that you can be more comfortable! what was

thinking?

- I was thinking of tearing off this robe and cuddling with you in this bed a

all night long! But I respect your decisions!

-Good Night Mr Shin! I say and as he turns he pulls my wrist making me glued to his

huge chest, he pulls me up making me stay in his lap.

-What are you doing Mr Shin? I ask looking deeply into his eyes.

- I'm sorry for this!

- Sorry for... Immediately he puts one of his hands on my neck and the

another one on my waist making our lips stick together, he asks for passage with his

hot tongue and I don't allow it so he makes us lie in bed, he

he was on top but he didn't support his weight on me, he asks again for passage and

I've been making us have a hot kiss, it fits mine

legs making me feel his huge erection which made me horny, I step the

legs over his waist and I grab his neck with my hands making me have

more contact with his erection, he runs his hands over my waist and the other

through our hair until we stopped for breath.

- Will you accept my apology? he asks ironically.

-Not! Mr Shin!

-Not!

-No what?

-Don't call me Mr Shin!

-Want me to call it what then?

-Jin, fiance, love, life.Want me to continue?

-Okay Jin!