Lucas Mendez

"I-I'm Pregnant."

I was shocked by the news that George shares with me now. I grunt for frustration because we haven't plan to have a child. In the first place, before we officially been a couple, we both agree we will not have a child because of our bad experiences in our families.

I am a man that always takes a precaution. I'm very organized and well-calculated in all the things I do especially having sex. After some time to process the shock news, I finally speak to him. " How?"

He just looks at me very upset and tears fall to his cheeks. Then eventually I came back to my senses when I see him sad and cried, " That's... good news my love..." 

I hold him to comfort him. We hugged for a while and for the first time, I saw George loudly wept and vulnerable. I knew him to be a narcissist but now, he is emotionally distraught. We didn't talk at all, I'm scared that I can say things that I don't mean, I was hesitant to let him leave and drive home however, he wants time alone and so am I.

After he left, I was terrified of what will happen to us. Both our families will probably be pleased with the pregnancy and set the marriage early on. However, all my project plans overseas that I've been working so hard for the past few months will be wasted. Being our family underneath to Santos family, they might order my family to focus my attention on forming a family with George and just be contented with what my company offered up to now. Up to this time, I am still indebted to the Santos family, they help me build my company. They back me up to all the business ventures I've been doing. 

George might help deal with people who against me but he doesn't know that his father supports me in all my business projects. And At last, my new business plans overseas are the first projects that I gained without the help of the Santos family. I'm so proud of myself, that all my hard work will be paid off. And To George, he thought he will take over their company in the following year. But then again, Santos Family is complicated and problematic. His father will not hand the company to George even how much he pleases or beg his father. I already know that when I saw how they treat George. He might be the first son of the deceased first wife of his father, they are rumors that his father hated his dead first wife and dislike his son. George is obtuse of all of these. His father will hand the company to his second son who is 15 yrs. old. That's why I have to be so powerful that I have to place George as the heir of the company.

I feel so messed up. I am not really fond of children at all. I opened a bottle of wine and chugs it all.

"Damn it!" he groans.

I need to find a solution that both of us benefit from. I knew George would understand if I just explain to him that having a baby right now, will cause us big problems. I feel so heartless, but I have to be practical, our families are hard to deal with. My mind is so messed up. I think abortion will be the only solution to our problems. In the first place, we never like children.

*Hope you like it. I'm happy that I am progressing. Love you.*