The Wrong God

Lose

Gain

Love

At times like these, I wish my life had gone better, no one wants to feel lost, no one doesn't want to achieve, and everyone doesn't want to lose the one thing, person, place, etc. they love.

A world of peace and love as it was created turned into a world with many wrongs and holes. We ourselves wanted to do what we want and wanted to have what we wanted and live at peace, although we forget many times we brought the world to its knees with the heinous crimes we committed, unloving words we give, and actions that lead people to death itself, and still act pridefully with no hesitation or doubt.

To God it is all we give but we still do some that God forbid and to some God does not exist, "Oh heavenly king may you still forgive, although I might not have the strength that meets the eye but can a girl still yet not strive, for crimes a woman and man have committed you still yet punish the rest of your kids.

The Lord did you not say to yourself, "Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." "For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."

Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you have a grievance against someone.

Please have mercy on me but I must ask you to lift the bounty that makes me fall on my knees even the mortals made an Amendment, a debt you can lift, a payment you can give; dear Lord recognizes each individual's sin from Satan den to the sky above, our heavenly home.

Lord, do you not know that we carry deep remorse to the grave you bestowed just 19% of our fate ". The trembling thoughts that the immortals have made scare all of us kids still to this very day. Adults still wonder about questions that aren't necessary to the ones we need this period of time but even the youngest of kids have a brighter mind.

The slyness and nastiness of the world cause other people to change even the most innocent. Just that very idea is abominable, the question that only the smartest people and inventors always ask: How can I change this world for my purpose in life- that's right on this planet, in this world, there can be only one person on top of the pyramid.

Only the people are referred to as Intelligent.

I am but a young girl who has lived 2 lives that differ from my first and wishes to no longer live for each life is the same. Every human in this world is the same, this is no such thing as special or unique. Why can't you let this lowly being's heart go to rest; I have lost my child and saw her age till her death in my previous life but I was still young and did not gain even one wrinkle. Although she did not come from my womb she was still my world, which you have taken away from me. And my third life I was a slave, can you not see that memories still taunt me at night and day my Lord, and my first was in the era 2019 in a country called America.

Do you just hate me or would love to see this girl suffer to the point where she loses her sanity, all I have ever done was worship to the only way I know how to at best.

If there is anyone else who can hear my prayers please answer because I have realized too late that I have been worshipping the wrong god.

As I close my eyes I pray only to one who hears and answers, bringing me to a place where I may be free from the grasp of the hands of Mr. Faith so I may die and not die once again in shame and regret. I, May Fox would like to live and meet my angel in that life as well. The moment I awoke from my slumber from the shackles they have placed on me . . .