And I couldn't solve it .
I took it to bed with me maybe there's something I can do, at least I took something finally to bed , hope it could escalate to be someone one day but I guess it would never happen.
all my tryings , all were in vain ,my trying to solve the cube of course, what did get in your head any way , I meant the cube !
I tried alot , and I am dying of fatigue.
I yawned alot , maybe I deserve a nap and later when I wake up , I will solve my puzzle , sure I will.
oh no oh no here we go again.
I am going to that dream again .
here we go again .
the same settings and the same dream, looks like I did book it for two nights in a raw , lucky me , exclusively , and now the brown crawlers are holding me tighter, tighter than ever and starting to grab me down , beneath the ocean's dark surface , I can't escape their grip , my head barely above the surface and the small breaking waves hitting my face , my body all being gripped from all my four extremities, I took my last breath, before sinking down , and I sank in it deeper and deeper , leaving a rope of my last breath bubbles, I watched it going up and escaping while I can't escape , I am resisting and struggling but it is no use anymore I am just close to it I can feel it , behind me , breathing warm breaths behind my ear , my heart is almost stopping.
"M u o n s " that was another voice than before but strangly It came from inside of me this time , it give me chills to the sole of my feet , it is a different one , manly one, yet reaching to me.
I can see now , the brown crawlers left me, retracted and retreated in fear I can feel it , their fear .
it's a tree !! palful , ancient tree,very huge , covered by mosses and torn spider webs, I can hear the wind whistle as it passes near it , blowing their leaves , I can smell that kind of an earthy smell that's so refreshing , and I can feel it , palpitating like a living beings , and the leaves is another story to tell , growing jades with sparkling dew hanging from fawn hands ,all under the ocean with me floating , how could it be possible !!!
"find me " the same manly whisper from before .
" find me"
"find me"
" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" the first voice calling me a repeated echo .
"find me , your destiny "
that was the same voice the one I heard before .
I got confused.
Suddenly all vanished.
I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him, I guess , I don't know who would ever go, where we don't know , where exactly ???
into the unknown ?? , and guided by mere dream, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know , but inside me tells me , it's the beginning of something , something big ...