Secrets got screwed

After several hours ..spending there .

I got to know , that they were secretly dating .

I was really ashamed of , trespassing into there personal space .

But at least they would have told me , if not Damon .

But the bitter truth is ,even Damon knew .

Like what !!???

M I the bad guy ??

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Well my subconscious shouted

- yes bae ! The baddest ass !

Okay ! I got it !

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Well I was walking to my apartment.

I took the longest road .

I don't know why ?

But I want to spend some quality time with me .

Suddenly I spotted a police officer .

And the worst is , he knew me .

I stole his car , in the past .

And now , I was in trouble .

" hey , Murat ?" He called out . From near his car . Opposite side of the road .

"Shit ! Fuck !" I said under my breathe.

I pulled up my hoody .

And started walking fast!

" I shouldn't have taken this road . Not now ! Not never . ! Shit ! Fuck !"

I scolded myself .

I looked back .

He started following me .

" shit !"

I ran as fast as my feet allowed .

Maybe he want to revenge , when I broke his leg .

I looked back again .

" shit ! He is still behind me !!"

I ran .

'Hide ! Hide !' My subconscious yelled at me .

But where , should I hide ??????????

I saw at the house , in front of me . That looked so familiar.

Isn't that blind girls house ?? . Her rooms light was on .

As soon as I thought to hide there . The light went off !

' probably sleeping !'

Of course !! It was probably sleeping time .

'Go ! She is blind ,no ones gonna know !!! She didn't find out , even when you stood there . She still not gonna know NOW !!'

MY HEART TOLD ME TO LISTEN .

BUT MY BRAIN WAS AGAINST It !

If brain could file charges . My brain would have !! Trust me !!

I ran towards the house , and climbed on the window .

I peeped inside . It was dark .

She must be asleep . I tried to open the door . With one hand .It was difficult.

And suddenly my foot slipped .

' ouch !' I hurt my hand . My other hand rubbed on the window glass .

And the window slide open .

" yessss !" I whispered, not wanting the little lady to listen me .

I closed the window behind me .

The smell of chocolates and strawberries hit me . GOSH !!!!

I love this smell .

Yummy .

" who's there ?" A perfect angelic voice .

Shit ! Did I wake her up !

She came towards the window , and locked it. I think she knew her room better , coz she was too smooth to be blind .

The moon shined on her face , making her skin glow . Her hair looked golden ,her black eyes , large and as dark as night .

She was a real life doll .

I giggled .

Shit !

I placed a hand on my mouth , and cursed myself , for getting caught .

" ish someone here ?" She then hissed in pain .

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'Is she hurt ?' My subconscious asked me .

' how would I know ?' I replied back .

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She took steps toward me !

Shit ! Fuck !

I was caught ! My heart pacing fast . I closed my eyes . My heart thrusting faster !

Of course ! You stupid heart ! This is your mistake ! You pushed me ! To come !

I think she is not blind !!

That was a trick !! To escape us ... from dying !

Smart ass ! Girl !

And ME !?

Me , from all the people , was worried about her !!

( nope ! I don't ... uhh .. you know ... it's just... she is so small ... I don't care ! About anyone ... )