the horrible events

hey good morning friends actually it's night time but after a hour it's gonna be morning and I think I literally gonna spend a hour to write so good morning so last time I tell you about that I thought I save myself by it's not true because when I back home from my grandma's home I mean I went there for spending sometime and doing a part time job so I find a field work job and I see that place that I mentioned in chapter one that a fox type huge black dog bite me on hand and I gone unconscious but I see that place on my grandma's hometown when I was working but when I come back my own home I feel I save myself and i was so happy but I see the same place nearly at my hometown and the crazy thing is I try to escape from my visions accident and I try to spend sometime to my aunt's home and I was thinking that didn't see any visions so maybe I escape it but the crazy fact is that when I was thinking about that I crossed a road turn and guess what

I see that place where that accident can happen and that place was really same and some minutes later I see some vision and after seeing that I realized that it's doesn't matter how much I try and how many little accidents I escape time have a proper plan for doing what he want to and in fact mainly which accidents I escape it is the main reason I end up here and that accident gonna happen so I just have to do a thing that is going with the flow or I have to try to stop some little accidents so I can try to brake the visions chain but what I see from a long time that is time know how to make a absolutely point have happen but I didn't give up yet so maybe I have to try maybe I can able to found something like a theory or something which can help me to save myself so about horrible part I mean do you remember I tell you about my other book I write and there's about my dreams so maybe the person I feel on that dreams the I mean the person I am on that dreams or I don't know is it really connected to that dreams or not but it's behavior just like that I mean in this day I feel like I am a different person I am like I am not a mad or something but it's really kinda crazy I mean I see some dreams in this days and I feel like I mean you know when a person got his consciousness in a dream and it seen a different place different person and my body works on it own and when I wake up I see and feel like where I am and sometimes it feels weird like I wake up and see My mother but I feel like she's a stranger to me I didn't say it because some how I remember that's she's my mother and the horrible thing is that what if I wake up and I have a different consciousness like I am different person but I know how it feels I mean I got some visions of that live and some memories but it's never feel like that my body is not in my continuous so

that's it for today next time I gonna tell you about something funny so thanks for giving me sometimes and see ya

ST @-@