It was a morning of Saturday at 10:45 a.m. We were on the festival again. A huge truck was burning fuel as hell. Katie recommended us to wear a cloth handkerchief, to cover our nose and mouth to avoid coughing so much until hurt our throat.
I was with Angie seeing the massive black emission of the truck while we were recoding it in our cellphones.
—Wow! See it! It's a lot of smoke! — said Angie surprised while she was covered by the black fumes of the truck.
—Yeah… that's too crazy…— I said to her while I was covered my face with the handkerchief with a hand and holding my cellphone with the other to continue recording.
In a moment I could see that we were covered by a lot of black smoke, and it formed a roof over our heads, as a dome, people were recording the exhaust pipe, but I could see that the sun's light didn't pass the smoke ceiling because it was too thick nor air couldn't clear it. It was a massive pollution machine.
I started to record the black smoke ceiling, there was so much smoke that we were shaded of that. I was trying to breathe shallow under my handkerchief, but I couldn't the awful smell of the burned fuel was too strong for me, I could felt that it burned my nose with each inhalation, but I couldn't stop breathe, it was an inhuman ambient, but, at the same time, I felt something inside to see all of that smoke, I felt that I could see a kind of art on the air, impressive and strong. I hated it, but at the same time, loved it…
I could see that people continuing recoding the black smoke coming out from the exhaust pipe. I could see a woman that was coughing next to her partner, he was recorded that and he didn't see that she was suffering among of all that smoke.
I really wanted to cough too, I couldn't breathe, but Angie looked happiness, so I kept my coughs a little more. Then, I saw that Angie started to record the sky.
—Hey! See that! Sun's light cannot pass the black smoke! That's too smoky here! Literally! It… it's…
it's like a forest fire… but without trees... nor fire… only a truck…— she said.
—Yeah…" I just responded her. I really was choking.
In that moment Katie arrived to us and told us:
—Hey girls! I forgot my cigarettes in the hotel, wanna accompanying me to find it?
—Oh… yeah…— responded Angie.
—Cough! Cough! Yes…— I responded. I couldn't keep my coughs more.
—Ha, ha… ok, lets to the hotel…— she said.
We arrived to the car on the parking, John wasn't with us.
—And… where's your boyfriend? — said Angie to Katie.
—Ah… he said that he wants to see the drag racing, he only gave me the keys of the car…— Katie responded.
—Ah… okay…— said Angie.
We went to the hotel. I was in the back seat; Angie was in the copilot seat. In the car, Katie turned on the air conditioner. When I felt the cool air, I breathed so deep as I could and I did a deeply sigh too, it was an ultra-heavy breathing, I really needed fresh air to clean my lungs of all that black smoke of the truck. Angie did a heavy breathing too.
—Ah… fresh air… I needed so much it…— said Angie.
—Yeah… that place is too smoky and polluted… ha! Ha! — said Katie while was driving.
We arrived at the hotel, Katie said us that we can wait to her in the car. Angie and I was in the car breathing the cool air.
—Oh, damn it…— said Angie suddenly.
—Oh, what happen? — I questioned her.
—Well… maybe you think that's ridiculous… but… I need a cigarette… sorry— said Angie to me.
I thought in that moment "Don't apologize! I wanna see you smoke! Please…".
—Ah… it's ok… It doesn't matter… when Katie arrive with us, ask for a cigarette to her… don't get worried for me… I will be ok…— I responded.
—Ah… Thanks… you're the best girlfriend…— said Angie to me with a mischievous gaze.
Katie arrived to the car and entered.
—Well… I'm ready…— said Katie to us.
—Ok… we come back…— said Angie to her.
Katie drove until she left the hotel, but on a middle way, she stopped the car and parking next to the roadway.
—Sorry girls… I really need a smoke…— said Kate to us.
—It's okay…— responded Angie.
Katie opened the door to leave the car, Angie took her lighter and she stopped her suddenly.
—Hey! Where are you go? — said Angie to Katie.
—Oh… I go outside to smoke my cig… what's the matter?
—Why? You cannot smoke in the car? I've seen smoke John inside the car before… what's wrong with you? — questioned Angie.
—Well… Maybe your girlfriend wants to breathe the cool air of the car, and not our smoke… so— said Katie. —What do you think? — she said to me.
—Eh… I…— I couldn't respond, because I wanted to breathe her smoke in a closed space, but, at the same time I wanted to enjoy the air conditioner of the car. I didn't know what to do.
—Amy's okay! She wants to breathe our smoke! — said Angie for me.
—Mmh… you want to breathe our smoke Amelie? — questioned Katie to me.
—Eh…— I doubted, but immediately I tried to respond rapidly —Yes! Yes… It doesn't mind me if you want to smoke right here…
Katie took a seat again in the car. She opened her window.
—What are you doing? — said Angie to Katie.
—I've to open the window to the smoke come out…— said Katie.
—Nope! Close up the window! I want to smoke! And I know that she wants to see smoke too! — said Angie and she pointed me.
—Ah… okay…— responded Katie and closed the window.
Katie took her cigarette pack; it was a lot of long and white cigarette. She gave one to Angie.
—I going to light my cigarette first! — said Angie. Suddenly she stopped. —Wait… Amy, please, come with me in the front seat.
—Eh? Ah… Could we both fit in the seat? — I questioned to her.
—Yeah! You're too thin! I think that we can fit in the seat!
I went out the car to take the front seat with Angie. In fact. We fit in it. She was seated in my legs.
—Uh! You're so soft my love! — said Angie naughtily while she was smearing me her ass in my legs.
I got embarrassed. —Well… I…— said Angie and she saw me before she tries to light her cigarette.
—Sweety… could you light my cigarette please? — she said me, and she gave me the lighter.
—Ye… yeah…— I responded very nervous.
I lighted her cigarette. she was too close to me. While I was lighted her cigarette with the flame, she started to puff the smoke to my face, I between closed my eyes and grimaced a little while I was holding my breathe. She lighted her cigarette and she blew me a lot of smoke.
—Thanks sweetie! — she said me with mischievous gaze.
I couldn't hold my breathe more, I inhaled the smoke and coughed a little.
—Cough! Cough! You're welcome… cough! Cough… cough…— I responded choked in her smoke.
Katie watched us and said:
—Ah! That's was so cute!
She saw that I still had the lighter; and added to me:
—Could you light my cigarette too… Amelie? — she said me.
I got embarrassed because she was older than Angie, and…. And… and… my heart was accelerated, I really was wishing to light her cigarette, and then receive a smoke bath from her.
—Ye… yeah…— I responded to Katie.
She tried to get close to me, and I lighted her cigarette. She didn't puff smoke like Angie, she only sipped the cigarette while the flame was near to it, at the end she blew me smoke to my face.
—Thanks girl! — she said me.
—Oh… you're welcome…— I responded extremely nervous.
—Oh! C'mon… call her as Amy, you are her friend too…— said Angie and she sipped her cigarette and blew the smoke to the car's roof, smoke bounced and covered us like a waterfall, that was too beautiful. —Isn't it Amy? — she added to me.
—Ah… ye… yeah… you… you can call me as Amy too Katie…— I responded. Katie giggled a little.
They were smoking in the car with the windows shut down, it was a closed space without air, it was as a gas chamber to me. Smoke was floating in the air and it only got movement when I breathed near to it, or when Angie or Katie started to blow to do more smoke. I was really choked inside the car.
Angie sipped her cigarette for a long time, then, she puffed smoke with open mouth. She did a lot of smoke like a fog machine near to me; I grimaced a little, because the stench was too strong for me.
—Uff! Smoking inside a closed space is fantastic… clouds of smoke get thicker and thicker here, no air, pure smoke…—said Angie.
Katie sipped her cigarette for a long time too, and she blew the smoke to the windshield. Smoke bounced and fill the car while Katie continuing blowing. At the end, Katie took a heavy breathing before talking.
—Yeah… but asphyxia sensation is stronger too…
—Ah! Asphyxia sensation is the sexy part of smoking. You're older than me, you should be acclimatized about that… smoking is better in a closed space, because you can breathe your own smoke—said Angie and she put her cigarette into her lips slowly.
—Yeah… but… I always smoking with air. Inside the car, smoke get too thick for me…—said Katie while she was fanning the smoke near to her face with a hand a little.
Angie exhaled smoke with her open mouth again. I saw that cloud of smoke next to me, they were exhaled too much smoke inside the car, at the same time, smoky cigarettes were filling the car with smoke too with each movement that they were doing.
—Oh! C'mon! Thick smoke is awesome! —said Angie.
Katie smoked her cigarette and responded.
—Yeah… but I feel that I'm breath my own exhales as you said… normally smoke get out by the air, get clear by air… I'm just inhaling my own smoking breathe right here…—she said.
—That's the best part…—responded Angie.
I couldn't breathe, car was filled with smoke. I could feel that air had as dense and thick layer of something that I should breathe first to get air, that layer was a layer of dense smoke. With each inhalation that I was doing, I could feel how the smoke get into me. Angie and Katie put her ashes on a little space that was between us. I started to cough a lot in the middle of the thick mist of burned tobacco, I really needed air in that moment.
—Cough! Cough! Cough! So… Cough! Cough… sorry…—I apologized because I started to cough suddenly.
Angie watched me with mischievous and sipped her cigarette. She inhaled deeply and turned her face to me. She exhaled the smoke by her nose to my breast and smoke bounced to my face. I was coughing among her smoke.
—Oh… girl… don't tell me that you need air? —she said me.
—Maybe a little…—I responded to her.
She inhaled her cigarette again until down to the end, and she exhaled the smoke to me with her open mouth while she was rubbing her hips on my legs, at the end she smile me with a naughty gaze.
—It's ok… just breathe my smoke slowly…—she said, and she kissed me a little in my mouth.
—Well… I see that you are really in love…—said Katie and she inhaled her cigarette.
—Oh that's true… well… I really love her…—Angie said, and she hugged me—. Say her that... "I in love with you" sweetie…—she said to me.
—I in love with you…—I responded almost immediately.
—Ha, ha… ok…—responded, Katie.
Angie saw her cigarette, and she watched that she only had the smoky stub. She asked to Katie for another cigarette.
—Oh… well… could you give me another one please?
—Oh! You really smoking faster than me! —said Katie, she had a little tobacco in her cigarette.
—Ha, ha, ha… I'm a really a chain smoker! Baby! I do smoke like a fog machine! So, let me fill the car alone—said Angie.
—Not today! —said Katie. She arrived at the cigarette stub and left a thick creamy cloud of smoke. Both girls were smoking like a pair of old steam locomotives leaving a lot of thick smoke around me.
Katie gave a cigarette to Angie, then, she took one for herself. I had the lighter. Angie turned to me and said "Sweetie, please", while she was dangling her cigarette near to me with her lips.
I lighted her cigarette and she blew a lot of smoke from the corner of her lip that was next to me. I coughed a little among her smoke, then Katie said too "Amy, eh… please…", and I didn't have other option. I had to light her cigarette too. She blew me smoke so strong to the smoke arrive to my face, because she was a little far from me, and she said "Thanks" in a, literally, smoky haze.
—Cough! Cough! Cough… you're welcome… cough! Cough! — I responded to her among coughs. I was choking in their smoke. The place had no air. Only their dancing smoke.
Angie smoked her cigarette to me and put me a lot of smoke near to my face, it looked like a cloud of cotton closed to me. I coughed a lot and tried to get force to cough more breathing that toxic air, I could feel how smoke was entered into me.
—Eh! Seeing you cough have me turned on a lot! Oh! —said Angie to me. She moaned a little with residual smoke.
I got embarrassed a little. "It's okay sweetie… I love you" she said to me and she hugged me. "If you wanna breathe some of air, say me… I will open the door… only if you say me…" she said me. My face was in her breast while I was receiving her breathe in each word. I didn't respond.
—It's okay… Just breathe slowly… calm girl… I know that you love to see smoke on the air…—she said, and she blew smoke to the car's roof.
—Hey! Amy… wanna smoke with us? —said Katie to me.
—Uh… Eh…—I doubted because I'd never smoke before. Suddenly I exclaimed "Oh!" because Angie blew me smoke to my face quickly.
—C'mon Amy! Let's smoking together! —said Angie to me.
—Um… Okay…—I responded among her smoke.
—Yay! Okay…—said Angie —katie, please, could you give me a cigarette to her? —she added to her.
—Yeah… —responded Katie and she took a cigarette from her pack.
Angie gave me a cigarette. I turned very nervous.
—I don't know how to smoke…—I said to Angie.
—It's too easy… let me light it to you! —she said and she lighted the cigarette, then, through her own smoke she said—. Okay, take my hand, and suck the cigarette stub…
I took her hand softly and I put the cigarette in my mouth, then Angie said "now, inhale it slowly… c'mon… it's okay". I obeyed her and I sipped the cigarette, at the same time I inhaled a little with my nose, I could feel how my throat was open and could feel a little smoke into me.
A bitter flavor took my tongue. I grimaced a little because that was too strong for me. Ange said "now exhale it… blow the smoke…". I tried to blow the smoke, but a little choking sensation appeared to me, and I just cough while smoke got outside from me. Angie started to laugh a lot and she kissed me in my cheek many times, then she hugged me and caressing my hair, and said softly and repeatedly "It's okay, it's okay… it's okay" while I was coughing in her breast trying to breathe.
—I didn't like it…—I said to Angie after that.
—Don't worry… I'll smoke the two cigarettes…—said Angie and she sipped the two cigarettes and dragged it at the same time, then she separated it from her mouth and did a little kiss and added to me—. But… you will breathe all my smoke…—said and she blew the smoke with her mouth open, then a horrible and terrify smoke cloud appeared to my face. I covered my nose and my mouth among her smoke, I couldn't see her, because smoke was too dense and fogged my sight.
—Wow! That was too much smoke…—said Katie surprised.
—Yeah… I think I would do more smoke with three cigarettes… cough… cough! —said and she coughed a little a pair of times.
—Well… try it…—said Katie and she gave her cigarette to Angie.
—Okay…—said Angie.
Angie dragged the cigarettes for a long time, then, she exhaled the smoke with her open mouth again, a monstrous cloud of smoke appeared.
—Wow! —I exclaimed scared while I saw how smoke started to fill the car literally.
—Yeah… wow! That was amazing! —said Katia while was seeing the smoke—. I… literally… can touch it…—said and she passed a hand into the dense mist that Angie had done.
—Thanks…—said Angie with residual smoke in her breath.
In a moment, Katie's cellphone rang. She responded almost immediately. "Yeah… yeah…" she repeated while smoke was around her and she sipped her cigarette for a few times and was doing smoke with every slow exhale.
In a moment she hung up the phone.
—Well, it was my boyfriend… so… he wants to see me on the truck festival…
—Well… this is this the end…—said Angie.
—Yeah. Well… let me open the door's car… let it ventilate for a moment before go to festival…—said Katie.
—Yeah! —responded Angie.
We left the car. I could see how smoke got outside the car; it was too much smoke. Car looked like covered by a mist inside, and smoke left it slowly while was getting dissolved on the air. I felt so relieved because I could already breathe easy again… without smoke… without their smoke. I really felt choke inside of all that smoke.
Katia and Angie got done their cigarettes and then, we got to the festival again to see black smoke from the trucks for the rest of the weekend. It was funny, but I really liked to cough choked inside the car while Katie and Angie were smoking and filling it with their smoke. I really loved their smoke.