Mijun_123

Rather than fighting destiny that was already written, Ryushin preferred to follow fate. Wouldn't destiny force us if we refused, and fate would guide us if we followed it?

 No matter the identity of the mother, the most important thing for Ryushin in this world is only Kim Jangjun aka Ujang. Papa as well as the older brother to him. The only family Ryushin has in this world.


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From the very beginning, family for Jangjun was not a joy that was given to him just like that. It was something he had to protect with relentless persistence.

 Jangjun gently stroked the 14 year old teenager who was lying on his bed. He is now sitting on the edge of the bed. It seemed just yesterday that he was overwhelmed by the redness of the baby.

 Without realizing it, years have passed. The baby has now become a handsome teenager. Slanted eyes that show only one line when smiling, a swollen nose, and full lips that look sensual.

 This boy was truly a reflection of himself. It was as if he looked in the mirror face to face with the boy who liked this ice cream. It felt like Jangjun was seeing his old self now. However, there were times when he felt that this boy was not a reflection of himself, but ...

 "Don't touch me! What are you doing, heh? Are you a pedophile who wants a handsome teenager like me," Ryushin held his body tightly.

My Childish Papa

Jangjun's mattress is indeed softer and thicker than Ryushin's mattress.


 Jangjun's room also has heating. What a selfish parent!


 In fact, Ryushin preferred to sleep on the sofa a neighbor gave him, all along. Ryushin's room was very cramped. And even worse, the window in Ryushin's room didn't have shutters. Just the jamb.


 You know, this is not their home. This simple house was rented by Jangjun at a cost of 3 million rupiah a year. So, it's a small and simple rented house.


 "SHIN! WAKE UP! GET BACK TO YOUR ROOM QUICKLY!" Jangjun snapped, still kicking Ryushin's ass.


 Ryushin lazily sits down. He rubs his eyes, before focusing on Jangjun.


 "I'm worried about Papa. I know Papa would be scared if there was a thunderstorm like this, right?" Ryushin said softly. The look in his sad eyes can really make Jangjun submit.


 Jangjun crouched down in front of his son.  Jangjun gently stroked Ryushin's hair. He could still clearly see the stitches on Ryushin's forehead.


 'It turns out that the scars are still there,' he thought.


 "I also don't want Papa to feel alone. I don't know why, but I always feel that Papa is a lonely person," continued Ryushin.


 Jangjun smiled proudly. Jangjun did not expect that his son, who was sometimes impudent, loved Jangjun so much.


 "Thank you, Shin! Thank you for accompanying Papa all this time. Thank you for never complaining. Thank you for everything."


 Jangjun said while patting Ryushin's back.


 "Okay, as a gift for you, papa will make you warm milk now. Okay?" said Jangjun who received a small nod by Ryushin.


 Jangjun stirred his homemade condensed milk. He smiled to himself remembering how much Ryushin loved Jangjun.


 After Jangjun tasted Ryushin's milk, Jangjun stepped into the room. The room was so warm. Just a few minutes in the kitchen made Jangjun cold. Bandung is indeed very cold this month.


 Jangjun was in front of the bedroom door at this time. Jangjun grabbed the doorknob, then turned. However, it's hard. The door to the room could not be opened.


 No one answered. Only Ryushin's snoring was heard.


 "Shin, oi! Wake up! You didn't really lock papa from the inside, did you?" shouted Jangjun.


 After tired of banging on the door, Jangjun realized something, that his son was not as good as Jangjun had imagined.


 "Ryushin!! So, you purposely locked papa from the inside, huh?" shouted Jangjun, sitting limply in front of his own room.


 Jangjun was in Ryushin's room. The room is narrower than the room. Rooms without shutters. Rooms are leaking everywhere.  It was still raining, heavy. The splash of water from the window, which had no leaves, was able to make the floor of Ryushin's room wet with rainwater.


 Jangjun approached the window. Jangjun looked up while spreading his arms. Jangjun remembers if someone talks about the raindrops it can penetrate to the heart. Cools every joint of life, which is in the body.


 Jangjun tried to imitate the scene in his brother's favorite Indian film, Kim Jia.


 Jangjun tried to stay calm. Forgetting for a moment his annoyance at Ryushin.


Jangjun's Frustration