Girl that can't stand on two feet

Himari Pov:

My name is Himari Amane.

People always said that they are tired of having a normal life, tired on not living in a dream.

I used to think that too. I was little mabye 3 years old that time. I remembered that the only person I lived and hangout with was my mom. We always went out together and celebrate my birthdays. I never had a vacation but it's alright. I was happy.

The time everything was going downhill was when I realized that another person was living with us. I never noticed since that person was never communicative. As I now knew his my father I wanted to know everything about him. He worked in a room typing on his computer like he usually do. I always wanted him, me and my mom to do something together like a normal family would do.

I tried walking in his room to talk to him until my mom dragged me out. She told me that I should NEVER interrupt dad while he's working. I never knew she meant forever. I nod my head because I trusted her.

It became like that for awhile. I was still happy but curious to why dad never went out of the his room.

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It was my 5th birthday. I decided to bring dad with me.

My mom finally agreed. She told me to wait in the living room as she walk to dad's room. A few minutes later my mom walked out. I then noticed something, but shook that away. " Where's dad? "

Mom didn't answer as she dragged my arm out the house. " He's busy Cherry Blossom. We'll have to ask him next time. "

I pouted but nod. Mom always makes the best decisions.

I carefully closed the door of the car as Mom started the engine. " What do you want as your birthday gift? "

I wanted dad to spend time with us. I didn't say that since Mom looks uncomfortable. " Nothing mom, mabye some mochi!! "

Mom smiled and nodded. " You sure don't want anything sweetheart? It's your special day! "

I paused and look up to her. " No! It's fine as long I'm with you mom!! "

Mom froze but smiled warmly after. " Thank you. Good girl. "

I giggled and started playing with my jacket laces.

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Several months later..

Mom began to be sick. I first found out and tend her what I learned from the internet. I pick a clean towel and soak it in cold water. As I carefully walk to mom's room I place the cold wet towel to mom's forehead. I tilt my head at her figure and put my pink comforter blanket on her body. I learned that my body is sensitive when I was sick so I go cold easily.

I tend to her like this for awhile, luckily grandma came and was glad she came in a right time as she made all kinds of porridge.

Dad seemed to go out of his room to check on mom. I smiled as I thought he cared.

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After a few weeks. Mom was sent to the hospital as she grew weaker.

My grandmother told me even when I haven't experienced this but I understood that when Grandmother said I won't be seeing my mom anymore I got scared.

I gripped the bed's cover as I looked at my sleeping mother.

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It was too late. I watched at the buried soil as my mom was placed there. I honestly don't know how to feel that time, it was going to be my 6th birthday. I reminded myself that dad isn't going to be with me for it. Grandmother insisted I live with her as she was traveling to America, I was excited but dad said I rather stay with him. I wasn't sad since I thought dad would finally hang out with me.

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It wasn't the best. It was like I was locked in a tower where I can't go out. Dad never did anything in Christmas, never gave anything to me even on my 7th birthday. I was..dissapointed. The only time I go out is when I go to elementary school. I wasn't happy since no one wants to be my friend there.

After a couple of months I noticed that dad was out of his room. I thought it would be a break but I already see him walking in the house.

I ran up to him but suddenly. I felt I was pushed back. It was my dad. I look at him but he didn't look at me and continue to walk away.

It was like that until he started to drink juice. I don't understand why but dad is strange.

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I already had a fear of juice since it made dad hurt me. He never used the room he always stayed in and sleep on the couch. I sometimes wished he just stayed in there.

" Dad.. "

I cried out as he pick up an empty bottle, my eyes widen as the bottle smashed unto my head. I grunted as my back hit the table.

I layed down shaking as dad continued to drink.

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( Now 15 years old.. )

It was like every other day. I walked to school which I started memorizing every path since no one would drive me there. My dad was still the same. It became worse since I have to always go home before 6 to make food. If I go out late dad would hurt me.

Normal people would just run away and call the police but then if I do that I will be all alone.

I sighed as I arrive to school.

I'm not bullied but I am invisible, to be honest I'd rather be bullied since people will notice me. It's fine I never felt pain anymore. To me, pain is experience and faults, I deserve those.

I sat down on my sit as I look out the window. ' Looks so peaceful outside. ' My eyes closed.

Akihiko pov:

I look at myself at the mirror in the Boy's bathroom.

I gotta say, I would go nuts if I meet a guy like this. Soft curly ( not too curly ) blonde hair, long bangs on the side of my left eye, Big blue cresent shaped glassy eyes, luscious pink lips and fair peached skin. The uniform seemed a little crumpled but it makes me look more sexy.

I tried smiling and holy sh*t I look bright, this man have faced the mirror too long to look this good. Man, I don't think people will notice how fake I smiled as my bright aura will blind them.

[ Host. What are you doing? ]

" Just captivated by my own reflection. " Honestly, I thought I look like someone I see from the game my sister was playing, Friday Night Funkin I think.

[ Captivated? It means being attracted by, do you by chance mean your checking your new face host? ]

" Yes. what I mean is that this face is like the gift of the Gods. "

I can feel Blue tilt their head trying to understand.

[ How is it the blessing of the Gods, isn't all humans blessed with- ]

" It's just a metaphor, it means that this face is attractive. " I wonder if this body is also attractive but I would be disrespectful to the rightful owner.

[ Ok. I'll take note. I too think I'm captivated by you host 6 v 6 ]

I jolted and turned to the flying hologram beside me. I raise my brows. " ..Really? "

I-Is System falling inlove with me, I get it.. damn anime people..

[ Yes. I think your new face is attractive. Your perfect for obtaining stares that you have recieved earlier ^v^ ]

I- this system needs to learn modern ways.

" Okay blue, when will I be kidnapped? "

[ Host will be kidnapped about 6pm sharp the time today is near 5pm. ]

Okay...I gotta say, being popular, isn't that bad. I mean I still get anxiety talking to people I never met but because of this body's many talents, I felt fresh. I'm beginning to be narcissistic... This beauty will develop some recognition if this story is shown to public I'm sure of it.

Time skip Himari pov:

It wa the same. Today is afternoon and I have nothing to do. I was told to do a project with a group. The group planned to go to someone's house to do the project while I stayed in the corner. They won't need me but it's for my grades to help them.

As I try to run to the person from my group I tap gently on his shoulder.

" Hm? " The person turn around.

I nervously look down. " Ah, I'm from your group, is it alright if I join you to your house? "

The boy blinked and shrug. " Sure whatever. " Then he walk away to his friends.

I exhaled thinking I nailed it. Wait, where is his house? I want to run to him but figured it won't be any use. I feel myself slump. It would just be the same, no one would notice me.

I pick up my bag and check the clock. My eyes widen. It's almost 6.

As I exit the school, I quickly ran to where my neighborhood is. I can't have dad upset becaue I haven't make it on time.

" Huff...huff...huff.. "

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I'm almost there, I'm almost home.

Home.

I shake my head. now is not the time to think about it. I'm in serious trouble to idle now. No possible reason can satisfy dad's rage.

As I continue running I heard a sound coming behind me.

" Huh? "

I look around. Nothing. I then proceed running.

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Suddenly, I felt tired. No, it's getting dark. Just a few blocks..

I check my phone. It's already 5:59 PM. I sighed heavily. I won't make it.

As I walk I hear the same footsteps nearing me. There's no possible way the figure is following me right? I turn around ignoring the strange feeling. Then I heard a ruffle of bushes coming from behind. I can't take it anymore, I walk to where the noise was. I looked back and forth as I try to see who is hiding from the bushes.

Suddenly a black shadow appeared. It's behind me. As I turn around, my face was covered by a sack bag.

I fidget crazily to break the sack. I can't see anything out and only focus on tearing the cloth apart only to be tripped by something.

" Gh-!!! "

I raise my arm and place my palm to help stand up but a hand grab my head and before I knew it, my head hit the ground hard.

Back to Akihiko pov:

I check the time on my phone to see it's 5:59 PM. Any time now. I slowly walk to home to prevent any hesitation and suspicion. ' Hey Blue, I'm bored, is it alright if we both converse. '

[ What do you want to talk about, Host? ]

' Since your a Yandere System, are there other systems like Tsundere System or Kuudere System. '

[ Yes host, we Systems scan our new host to check what Dere is suitable for them. ]

' Say, does your System name indicate how many you are? '

[ Sorry, I cannot tell you anything about us, it's classified. ]

' Ah... I feel like I'm talking to Siri. '

' Do you have anything to share Blue? '

[ Hm? I don't sorry, my memory storage is spacey and my experiences of other hosts are removed to prevent any unnecessary stuff kept in my file. At least that's what they say. ]

Yeah, I have to find who ' they ' is. I wonder what the other characters is like, main character, antagonist, supporting characters. I always wanted to meet my favorite anime characters. Then suddenly I feel something strange. Like someone is following me. It must be them. I'm honestly not ready.

' Blue how far is the one following me. '

[ Five meters away host. ]

Ok.. I continue walking waiting for the right moment to act.

' What do they look like? '

[ A person wearing an animal costume. ]

Omygod.. what mascot is this?! I'm scared. I don't do people with animal costumes. Then a sound of heavy footsteps echoed near me. Sh*t I have to run. I speedily walk faster than before trying to calm my beating heart. This is scary than any movies I have watched except I AM in the movie.

As I continue running I didn't hear any footsteps anymore. I know I have to be lured to be able to get caught but this is absolutely the most scariest thing that has happened to me. Being followed as you walk alone is never the best experience.

' Blue, where are they now? '

[ ... ]

' Blue? '

[ Infront of you. ]

Huh, I looked infront of me to see the mascot walking towards me. I backed away but my legs became wobbly as I tripped.

" GH-!!! "

I grunted and hissed as I feel the burning pain from my palms as they gripped the cement ground.

" W-Who are you, what do you want from me..? " I asked like any other scary movie victims.

The mascot of course didn't answer and continue walking towards me. I notice their holding a sack bag. I slowly stand up but the mascot gripped my shoulder to keep me from running away. Then I got covered by the sack.

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