64. Si Yanyang's thoughts

'Me? Girlfriend?'

'Her? It's her?'

Countless thoughts crossed both Li Zhilan and Si Yanyang's mind but these were the first one to come.

Si Yanyang always knew about the existence of Qi Longwei's first love. She had first chanced upon this truth on a banquet. That was also the first time she had seen him. They were still kids then. She felt attracted looking at the handsome little man infront of her with a soft expression talking to his friends. But only when she got closer did she hear the proper details of their talk.

The little handsome boy was explaining about a girl. Paired with his soft voice and expression, he seemed very bewitching.

''She is really strong you know. Fights like a boy with a strong personality but then she has a really soft heart. She just can't say no when someone approaches her softly.''

''Yes yes. Your Serenity is very beautiful as well.''

His two friends said nodding their head.

''Hey don't lay your minds on my Firefly.''

''Say, Longwei, why don't you allow us to call her Firefly but instead Serenity? Yes we didn't meet her but with your talks everyday, we already feel like we met her a thousand times. Don't you agree Shaoming?''

''I agree hundred and one percent.''

''Well because Serenity is what every calls her as but only I am allowed to call her Firefly. You are never allowed to call her that again.''

When little Si Yanyang heard that the boy she liked at first sight liked someone else, she felt quite uncomfortable. At that time she didn't know that this particular feeling is called heartache or more commonly known as sadness.

Though she knew that he liked someone else, she didn't want to give up. That was why from that day on, the little girl who liked pink and princesses suddenly changed. She started to act boyish and wore unisex clothes. The once shy and cute girl became more outgoing and open but only that little girl knew how much she had to try. How much she wanted to run when faced with others but that image of the little boy softly speaking those words made her hold her ground and continue.

But then reality hit her hard. All her fantasies shattered when she found out that the little handsome boy wasn't actually soft. He didn't like and act soft with just anyone. He was always cold and didn't allow anyone close to him other then his two friends. So she tried harder to get close to him.

And her hard work really paid off. He started responding with small 'Hmm's sometimes. That sent her to the moon. She was so happy that day that she couldnt even fall asleep properly. This continued for two whole years and she had her hopes up high that she could make him forget his first love until this year.

This year, the school gave her the opportunity to go to another school as part of the exchange program. She was over the moon as only the most brilliant student was chosen for this program every year. The best was Qi Longwei but he had refused and so the opportunity landed on her lap. She thought she could finally make more progress in their relationship if she could be the best among that group.

After being gone for more than a week she got the news of a girl being on equal terms with Qi Longwei. Her news made Si Yanyang unsettled so she searched about the girl on the school forum. And the most shocking part was that the girl fit Qi Longwei's description of his first love perfectly. She had instigated Shen Chuhua to comfort the girl and her doupt was confirmed when Qi Longwei revenge on the Shen family. So after confirming everything, she dealt with the program or more like ditched it and returned.