98. Reason to live

When Li Zhilan entered the school the next day, she saw that many were looking at her with starstruck eyes and that made her a little uncomfortable even though she was prepared for it. Everywhere she went she saw heads turn and eyes follow her. Even the hallway next to her class was packed with students from all levels. When they say her coming, as if seeing the emperor, they pushed and squeezed eachother to form a pathway for her.

When Li Zhilan entered the class, she saw her desk and chair had a pile of letters and gifts and chocolates. And except the chocolates, everything else were in pink and reds.

Right after Li Zhilan entered the class, Qi Longwei also came in and saw the scene which made his blood boil. With a swift of his hand everything on the table was swept onto the ground and it was quickly joined by the other pile on the chair. Everyone stared wide eyed at the person who calmly sat on his seat. as if he wasn't the one who was responsible for the beautiful mess on the floor.

''Spider. That's my things. Why did you throw them down.'' Li Zhilan really was pissed. Those weren't just some random objects. Those thing held feelings and emotions of people towards her, be it good or bad, genuine feelings were one thing she cared about most. Even if not all of them held that genuine feeling she cared about, atleast one might. For that one, she was willing to take care of everyone of those because that was the most she could do about it. She couldn't return the feelings but she could atleast not make it seem like it's garbage, like it's worthless.

''I know you care about feelings but you can't ignore mine because of their's. I hate people coveting what's mine and you are my most prized possession. I won't, and I can't share you.'' This time, Qi Longwei was dead serious. His eyes had turned red and his jaws and fists were clenched.

''First thing first, I'm not a possession. Second, I didn't say that I care about thise things more then you. I just-"

Qi Longwei pulled Li Zhilan in for a tight hug where he burrowed his nose in the crook of her neck and mumbled, ''No you are not my possession. You are the soul which keeps me alive. You are the reason for me to live. If you aren't there, all my emotions would leave me. All my feelings, everything that classifies me as a person would leave me. So I can't share you, not even a bit.''