I love you too

Charles open his mouth before making any move and ask the man.

"my pleasure but who is this man asking for a dance me I know your name"the guy answer as he hear the question as soon as charles hold his hand.

"apologize for late introduction my name is fiolan from fiorei I am indeed a prince but not the crown prince" the man said the man reach his hand again and leading him towards the so called dance floor, charles was still quite he's thinking of how he have a guts that they have meet before already but the thing is he can't remember where, fiolan just lead charles in dancing like a real royalty which is what they are indeed, charles stare a this guy called fiolan he's more handsome than him and charles can even feel the abdominal muscles of this guy even in a layer of clothes in he's hand since charles put his hand in there without knowing he did, fiolan smile and tease him.

"like what you feel my prince?"while smirking charles divert his gaze and withdraw his hands,fiolan can see charles blush and can't stop teasing charles.

"my apologies my prince but as what as I can see beauty is the right word to describe you" charles look back at him with a little blush show in his face.

"stop speaking nonsense"charles pouting face was so adorable that he can compare to a little child upset for something, charles wanted to ask one more thing but the man excuse himself seeing charles parents is coming, charles step and try to go after fiolan but his father grabbed him in hand.

"my son are you enjoying the party?" king albritch said in a smile while queen camilla wrapping her hand to the king's arm,but somehow charles feel that there's something odd at his parents,when he try to remember charles have a head ache he can remember their face but can't remember that they have do anything good for him infact there's this blurry memory of him that his father shouting at him and throwing him in the slave shop, charles walk towards the place where it's not that crowded he enters the garden without anyone he walks a little holding his head, charles felt his head is gonna explode anytime from now while walking fiolan appear at his side holding him and guiding him to one of the bench that can only find out in the garden.

"prince are you okay??"fiolan ask charles head aches suddenly stop like it wasn't really happened just now it's weird for him and he is even questioning what's happening to him, fiolan's tear came out as if he's guilty about something charles notice it and somehow feel that he doesn't want to see the man cry like it hurts him more than fiolan can feel, charles embrace fiolan in his arms and rub his hair he can't even explain to himself why he did this thing the only thing that he know was this is the right thing,fiolan after a minute he holds charles hand and speak.

" I miss you" tears stream down at charles eyes this is now make him feel more uncomfortable that this stuff just messing with his head, the reason is charles in his current state doesn't remember anything from the past why? even charles can't explain it.

"how are you now? don't you miss me too?" fiolan ask but charles wasn't able to answer that because even he is okay right now there is more than that, that he wants to say but can't actually pull the string up.

" it was so selfish of me dragging you here but I want to live with you and fulfil my dreams with you" fiolan said.

"first you don't force me to be here and I feel like I want to be with you" charles answer it while showing his most sincere smile of him.

"before I let you go I want to hear that you love me too,I want to see that kind of smile of you, I want to say everything that will make you feel better, I want you to promise me to be happy in behalf of me, actually I want to have kids with you even it's impossible, I want to wake up to make you breakfast, I want a normal life,I don't need money or anything,just you, charles you know how much I treasure you, I even love you more than how I did to myself and everyone else, I am just glad to tell you this now and to hold your hand, if I will be given a chance to have a second round of my life I will still choose you, I will still die for your happiness" fiolan pause before he continues charles interfere by speaking his heart.

" fiolan right mr I don't know but why do I feel regret, why do I feel like there's something that telling me I miss you, why do I feel so much pain just hearing this word to you, first we just met but I feel like I always wanted to talk to you, that I wish to tell you how much I love you like I can't have any chance to tell you this, I feel that I need you, that I was looking for you this whole time, just who are you?" charles cry and didn't bother to hide it infront of fiolan,fiolan can feel everything in charles word's.

"I love you Charles, it doesn't matter now who's with you now" fiolan said in his most sincere way and press his forehead against charles forehead they close their eyes.

"I don't want to bother you anymore the dance that we have before I will cherish it, it was real for me everything that happened here for me it was real,I saw your past on how you wanted anyone of your family notice you, like how you wanted someone to show you how much you mean for them, saw how you cry on day and night seeing how they treat amber i saw how you wish that you was her, those mmemory of yours is what I want to replace because you Deserve better but now I know I was wrong, I'm sorry all I wanted was to make you feel better, to show you that there is always me,and yoma who loves you you know even I can't attend our wedding I was so happy to marry you I can't believe you will do that, I thought it was just me who love you, because I never heard you say you love me I just tell myself that you love me your just not that romantic, when you get kidnapped, I felt so sorry I can only watch and I can't do anything it makes my feeling so heavy that even I don't have to breathe I can't, charles I was hoping that in my next life I will still be your husband even for second place I will still choose you,we will be able to live with happy ending

like fairytale rigth charles,Im sorry for dragging you here, but please don't forget that I will be here always for you watching and waiting to be with you again"after saying all this stuff charles memory start to fill him up again like downloading some resources he remember anything and only on that time he knew who this guy really was.

" fiolan I'm..... I am so sorry you die just because of me I regret living in a life without telling you how much I love you, fiolan I love you too" fiolan only smile at him hearing this word fiolan was satisfied by what charles said.

"tell to our children yin and yang daddy their papa fiolan was proud of how their protect their daddy" fiolan said

charles eye sight start to blur and turns into dark,when he open his eyes he was back in to his room, yin, yang and her mother freya was worried about him surrounding him.

"my son are you okay?? you are out for the whole day we can't wake you up" lady freya while in her tears.

" daddy waaaaaaaah....." yin and yang cry at the same time and hugged charles tigthly that he can't breathe, charles just smile.

"yin yang your papa fiolan he said he was so proud of how you protect me "

yin and yang show their emotions charles didn't notice but yin and yang has been learn to love fiolan and spend more time with him before he died that makes the two of them, happy to hear that.

" where is yoma?" charles ask but he didn't expect what just he heard.

" yoma left the kingdom with chin-ze no one saw them go but they were both gone" lady freya said charles just dumbstruck he called igraciel to ask what happened.

"igraciel did you see yoma left"

" king charles I witnessed him but there's a bit strange I was convinced that he hate this chin-ze guy now but what I saw was he was so happy holding chin-ze hand while walking early at the morning to leave the kingdom"charles feel that he just get betrayed by this lover of him yoma is the last person he think that will betray him that this yoma was perfectly loyal to him.

"so yoma choose that chin-ze over me what ashamed, it could have been me instead of that chin-ze"charles just show a sad expression lady freya was worried by that time but didn't ask as he doesn't want to hurt his son more.

" Am I that worthless than that chin-ze?" charles ask himself and laugh but shift into cry just in a blink of an eye he loves yoma that much but he respects his decision,"so he's no longer yoma from now on " charles just don't like to bother yoma so he just decided to let yoma go, charles stand up.

" yin,yang who wants to play with daddy?" charles ask both yin and yang raised their hands and look at each other like they are in the competition, charles erase any pain that he feel and just decided to put all his attention to yin and yang atleast this two children's of him will never betrayed him.

"my son me and Aaron will head back to the castle at the east we can't stay here the castle need my presence" lady freya said lady freya was not really staying that long in that castle but still checking it as always to maintain the peace charles even decided to announce that the castle was part of enderlaid kingdom even it's a little bit far from there lady freya left as soon as the carriage arrive, charles in other hand left with yin and yang.

"I guess it's only us now" charles said hugging yin and yang, charles felt that his tears is gonna stream down but he did his best tryin not to cry again infront of his children's, yoma coming with chin-ze and leaving him alone was not like himself but charles only find it normal as people always change their feeling and charles take it as a reason,'i will never bother you if that's what you want' charles said in his self with his lowest volume of voice so yin and yang will not be able to hear him.

charles continue to rule the kingdom without yoma for a days but this days make him almost give up as every night he was hoping that yoma will realized that he still love charles and came back to sleep with him, to hug him,to make him feel better, charles came with this sleepless night thinking of what could yoma will be doing right now if is he happy with that chin-ze?, charles show a smirk when he remembers how yoma act on their wedding it was the happiest day of his life seeing how his husband notice that he's gonna be married by his king, charles wasn't weak but he cry again he wasn't weak but again this wounds is more painful that physical wounds, his wound leave him a stain in his emotions that can only cause nothing but bad stuff and it will worsen charles condition and his multiple personalities will be shift more often,and this thing is what charles wasn't aware of himself.