Prologue

Jamie Anderson? That name sounds familiar, right? Nope, not yet, but it soon will be and that's me. I'm your normal depressed seventeen-year-old teenager who struggles with, you know, high school.

High school is the worst thing that has happened to me all my life. The bullies, the schoolwork, the drama, especially the romance drama which I try to ignore but is so good but feels so bad.

I live with my parents, my elder brother, and elder sister in California, well, for now, that's till they both go to college, and yes I know you're probably wondering if they're twins? Well if no, then your loss, if yes, they are fraternal twins. They don't even try to show a little bit of identicalness in them, they're too opposite to be twins, even siblings. But I don't blame them, I would do the same too if I had a twin.

Being in high school is harder than most middle-schoolers would think. Highschool tore me apart, it made me the wreck I am today. It made me the girl who locks herself in her room and masturbates to porn while crying she has no boyfriend. But on the bright side, it made me not lose my virginity early, though I want to. Even though I kind of have lost it but again I haven't lost it.

I forgot to mention that when I meant I live in California, I just moved to California, which is cool cause I get the opportunity to spend my junior year the way I've always wanted it to be! I used to live in Washington, but that ended after an incident. I stayed in my grandma's place in Miami last summer till my parents decided to settle in Cali.

I know transferring as a junior is very unusual but it's my opportunity to start afresh. Maybe I'll have a boyfriend this time, maybe I'll lose my virginity or maybe I might even become the most popular girl in school. This is my chance! Well, that's if nothing ruins it, hopefully, nothing will.

Life hasn't always been difficult for me, believe it or not, there was once a time when I was the most popular girl in school, well in middle school and elementary school, that was before the greatest and most depressing incident of my life, which till now I'm still uncomfortable with saying, took place. It's too depressing to remember.

All I want is for everything to work out cause this is my almost last year in high school and I want it to be memorable, really memorable.