I had a hard time sleeping last night. I couldn't shield Asha anymore from the prying eyes of the world. She considered me her best friend when we were children. Even during that time I didn't think like that. I have always thought of her as mine. She was my everything from the moment I threw that bloody stone at her I knew I would regret it. I felt her pain because in my anger I didn't stop to think that she was powerless like me.
It was very embarrassing to fall for your father's fiance but my circumstances were different and it was not wrong to love a girl of my age. I couldn't admit to myself that I fell in love with the same girl I have vowed to hate.