Revenge

I cried a lot because that was the only thing that I do religiously. I will get married soon. I will marry Ravi who is my father's age. I was glad in a way that I didn't have to give my virginity to him. I was thankful that I did the deed with Raja. I was in love even if he wasn't. So it was better for me or I will regret the rest of my life. Speaking of regret I think I will never be able to love Ravi the way I love Raja or even Rocky in a way. But love never had to be in equation. It is about payback. Ravi wants his revenge. He believes I had used Rocky against him. I don't know I never wished to come between the father and son.

I heard a ring on my otherwise dead phone. I answered it. It was Rita. I felt happy there is someone who cares for me.

"How are you? I got an invitation are you getting married? But Rocky is dead", she said. I guess the mourning period is over. He might have started the preparation for wedding. I didn't even get a say in all of this.