Chapter 30

Mohamed's point of view :

I felt like I was locked in a horrible nightmare, which I couldn't get out of. I was so affected by the doctor's words, not to mention the results of the text that I was no longer the same. Now I could never offer my kidney to Fatima since we did not have the same blood type. It's frustrating!

I was disgusted and found it difficult to accept the results. My love for her so, no, but blinded me so much that I was convinced that the results would be compatible since I love her like crazy. I was convinced that the love I feel for her is so deep that no one, not even science, could get between the two of us.

Yeah! Even silly of me to be able to think like that, it was silly of me to behave like an illiterate. When we are in love we tend to do everything "stupidly" without even thinking.

Since I had known the results of the analyzes, I did not want to speak, nor to receive anyone. This is also the reason why I buried myself in the hospital as quickly as possible, while finding myself a hotel nearby, so that I would not be very far from the hospital, so tonight I had decided to spend the night in one of the rooms in this hotel, away from it all. I like being lonely when I'm in pain.

It is often said that the night wears Conseil, I cross my fingers and I really hope that this one will give me an answer to all the questions that I am asking myself at the moment because I have the impression that my head is going explode so much that I have so many mysterious question marks that I still haven't gotten a satisfactory answer to.

But also I hope that this night will bring me lots of advice that will allow me to face with courage and determination the day of tomorrow which will undoubtedly risk being very busy.

It was dark and I still couldn't sleep, so much so that I was stressed with everything that was going on. Because I have to find a solution to this problem at all costs.

Sometimes I keep wondering what my life would have been like if I had never met him that famous night. Because I keep telling myself that I may be suffering for a girl who doesn't give a damn about me. Love always surprises us, because I never imagined I could fall in love with one of my employees.

Also, this is the very first time in my life that I have felt this kind of feeling so deep, which is love.

With people's behavior and hypocrisy, I tend to be rude, so rude that I have a hard time even opening up to others. As for her, I have the impression that she understands me more than any other person even though we come from very different backgrounds. In addition, I regret a few times the day when I laid my eyes on yours because since that day, she awakened my sentimental side while I really don't like it. But hey, I'm like that, I really don't know what I want, one day I'm black and another day I'm white. It's totally me!

Since I was really not in top form, I decided to remember all the good times I had to spend in his company, the memories came naturally without me making much effort. So I couldn't help but smile stupidly when I thought back to some funny and romantic moments. One of the best times was when we spent together playing tennis. Although she was a beginner, she even managed to win. I still wonder how she did to achieve the victory?

When I remembered the beautiful moments I had spent in his company, part of my grief was automatically evaporated. I couldn't help but smile like crazy. Fortunately I was alone because otherwise I might have been taken for a higher degree psychopath.

Besides, I couldn't and didn't want to fall asleep because I couldn't wait to see her again tomorrow morning. Indeed, it has been days since I had seen her.

I was on my little cloud, in the company of these wonderful memories.

When all of a sudden my phone rang. I wondered who could call me at this hour like this. I decided to take a look when I realized it was her. She is always there to spoil everything. Khady was really insufferable, I guess she didn't see what time it is, to be able to call in those hours of crimes.

Automatically I put my phone on vibrator so that the ringing could not disturb me. I had done well! Because despite that she was always there to call, she really does not tire that one.

The minutes passed, and she still continued to call me, is too much! I then choose to turn off my phone once and for all and be done.

This girl really has a serious problem, she can at least respect people by avoiding calls at these times.

In addition, she adds some even though I already have a grudge against her after what had just happened, I really do not know the mystery behind Aunt Aïcha 's state of health but I have the impression that they took me for the worst fool.

What I find really unfortunate, after all that I have done for them. This is how they thank me.

But also I keep wondering what they were doing in the doctor's office, they got very nervous when they saw me, I felt like even the doctor didn't want to see me too.

I'm sure there are a few things wrong with this whole thing. They hide a few things from me, plus I wonder what was in this envelope.

In short, just thinking about it makes me terribly angry, when I already am. Also, I think there are much more important things that I need to take care of than these little frivolous things.

After taking a good bath, I decide to pray to God until sunrise. It did me a lot of good. He was the only one who could help me in these kinds of situations.

A few hours later

Finally, the sun was already up, I will never forget that night, It seemed endless to me, I had the impression that it had lasted forever. I didn't even want to close my eyes so much that my head was full. It can even be seen through my dark circles. I don't even know how I can cover them up. But OK! It's not that bad.

After my bath this morning, I chose to stay in the little balcony which is at the back of the room. I was admiring the beautiful view there was. It's good to have a change of scenery.

I only had a few hours left before I could return to the hospital. In fact, we couldn't go in and out just any way, there were instructions and times to follow. Therefore, all means were good to quickly run out of time. I even wanted to get out of this room, but I couldn't. It is also not easy to go out when we want when we are recognized from left to right. So the House was my only refuge.

I was on the balcony when I heard someone knocking on the door. I wonder who it could be. Very quickly, I walk towards the door, while looking through the bull's eye of the door so that I can see who it was. Apparently he was one of the hotel staff, so I opened the door.

Staff: hello sir,

Me: hello,

Staff: Did you have a very good night

Me: it's okay, I say coldly

Staff: Ahh! Excellent then, otherwise Sir .....

Me: what do you want exactly ?, I said cutting him off

Staff: Actually I came to bring you your breakfast,

Me: no thank you, I said, closing the door quickly

After interacting with the staff. I closed the door so that I could get ready to go to the hospital since it was already time. After putting on my shoes and my sunglasses, I walk to the door. When I left, he was still there, like a status, looking at me with those big eyes.

What does he want from me?

It's really starting to do a lot, when it's already very early.

He pissed me off so much that I ended up tracing my route without paying him my attention.

Staff: wait! please sir

I was pretending I hadn't heard him.

Staff: I beg you stop Mr. Amar

Me: Yes, who is there?

He left his cart to head in my direction.

Me: hurry because I don't have time to waste

Staff: I'm sorry to interrupt you, but I really need your help

Me: get straight to the point what do you want exactly?

Staff: my wife has been ill for over a month and I can't afford to bring her to the hospital,

Me: so what?

Staff: I really need someone to help me with the medical bills

Me: you ran into the wrong person, I said turning my back on him

Staff: you are my only hope besides God. You are the only one who can help me,

Me: how's that? Is it marked on my forehead that I help people in distress

Staff: no sir,

Me: listening doesn't waste my time I have much more important things to do.

Me: Get up, stand up, it's okay I understood, how much do you need?

Staff: thank you very much Sir, thank you very much, I ...

Me: How much do you need ?, I said cutting him off

Staff: you can give me whatever you want, all i want is my wife can get better

Me: I see!

Staff: you know Sir it's not easy, our salaries are very very precarious and then I can't believe that I met you, I tried several times to see you, but I was rejected each time . This is normal since you are a powerful man

Me: take this check, you can use it whenever you want, and I hope your wife will be better,

Staff: tell me it's a joke! I can't believe it, all that money ... is it for me?

I do! Health is priceless

Staff: but still a lot of money, I will not hesitate to come and visit you one day

Me: Ok, I said, answering dryly and continuing on my way

Staff: wait, sir please, he said running

Me: listen, I came to your aid, now trace your route and leave me alone, I say screaming

Staff: I just wanted to thank you for everything you have done. God bless you sir!

He was making me so drunk that he didn't even answer him, I just gave him a look as I continued on my way. By now I had wasted enough time when I had to get to the hospital as quickly as possible.

Moreover, as soon as I left the hotel the driver was already there waiting for me, this time he was less talkative, fortunately for me because I wanted peace. I did as quickly as possible to get into the car quickly so as not to be spotted.

Staff: if you don't help me then she will die I beg you sir, he said kneeling

A "phew" of relief was released once I was seated inside the car. Very quickly we went to the scene.

A few hours later:

We had finally arrived and as usual I went through the basement to take the elevator so I could get upstairs.

Once I cross the first corridor, I see Diouldé talking quietly with his colleagues. It looked like a market, so much that they spoke so loudly. I wonder what she was doing there. To hope to have an answer to my question, I then decided to approach her more closely, I had the impression that she was quite surprised to see me.

Dioulde: Hello Mr. Amar, it's been so long since I saw you

Me: it seems to me that you did not respect my request

Dioulde: your request? What do you mean? What demand!?

Me: I seem to have asked you to stay close to her, but apparently you have more important to do

Dioulde: What?

Me: you are irresponsible from what I see, I say pointing at her,

Dioulde: what do you mean sir?

Me: Oh! Miss has memory problems, why did you leave her all alone?

Dioulde: it's not what you think

Me: Oh good! Explain yourself then

Dioulde: I respected your orders to the letter, but a lady who insisted on replacing me

Me: and as by chance you accepted?

Dioulde: in fact, she told me that she was family and that she wanted to stay with her

Me: a lady you say? Do you have his first name?

Dioulde: Helene, she told me her name is Hélène

Me: and you left that to even come in, I said angrily

Dioulde: who is there sir what did I do wrong tell me?

Automatically I pull it out of my way, heading for the bedroom.

How dare you set foot in this place?

Since all this only happened through his fault. She's going to hear me that one.