Chapter 41

Mohamed's point of view :

More fear than harm.

I can't believe we could find a solution so quickly to our problem, this situation had made me so paranoid that I was having nightmares, I couldn't help but think about it, I didn't couldn't get it out of my head (this situation). It was stronger than me. As a result, fortunately we were able to find an alternative in time, like what we must always keep hope and believe in God, because we always end up having a miracle in front of our eyes. Indeed, thanks to this young girl, we were able to find a donor as quickly as possible. I don't know her too well, but in any case, she has just risen in my esteem, she has all my respect. With Dioulde, the situation was very quickly released, she seems to be a good person.

On the other hand, I could finally breathe a little bit, I had the impression that I had been removed tons and tons of thorns so I had regained some of my joy of living and my good humor. Now there is only the operation left, I hope everything will go well. I must say that this is probably the part that stresses me the most, because this is even very delicate for each of the people, whether it is for the donor or for the recipient. Anyway, I think it's time to stop being so pessimistic.

Be and stay positive Mohamed. (In my head.)

In addition, I quickly recovered my smile when I saw Fatima's laughter through the bay window. She seemed so happy, she seemed to have fun with Dioulde, the latter pushed her by her chair. It looked like a race in the Olympics, so much that they were really into their games. I was even very surprised, they looked like toddlers who bickered while still smiling. We often used to say that "a smile is the best makeup a woman can wear", which means that Fatima did not need dunnage in any way, since her smile brought out her natural beauty. . How I love this Woman. I may never have said it before, but she inspires me a lot every day when I see the various obstacles and trials in life that she may have encountered.

Also, I had the feeling that my phone was going to explode so much that I had received a lot of messages and calls, most of which came from several of my companies respective, this is also the reason why I even asked some of my secretaries and collaborators to come and meet me in this place, I had thousands of files that were waiting for me, it is normal since I had no choice because I could not move in an emergency, health comes first. This is much more important to me than anything else. It is true that I miss my offices very much, I love working in these places because it helps me a lot to maintain my relationship with people, develops my creative spirit and encourages me to move forward. I hope that even they will not be long in arriving, anyway they have a good interest because I do not have only that to do.

As usual I had settled in my favorite corner, I loved this place of the hospital so much, I know it may seem weird what I'm going to say but sometimes I forget some of my belongings, this hospital is the perfect example, it seems strange to me to tell myself that this belongs to me because for me there are only two riches on this earth namely health and happiness, all that comes after n ' is that futility. And I am very proud to be the man I have become today. A man filled with values. Whatever happens, I hope to stay the same person forever.

I don't know why but I'm a little bit emotional lately, when I was alone for example I was just thinking about life and everything inside. It sometimes happened to me to rethink my altercation that I had with Hélène, I greatly regret my act towards this Woman. I should never have ever acted like this with her, because Helene does not deserve it, this brave woman full of virtues is like a mother to me.

How could I do this?

What took me that day?

Just having to think about it hurts me terribly, I'm nothing but a simple "Crazy". I don't deserve this woman, with all she could have done for me, I have nothing else to do but humiliate and insult her. She deserves better!

I really want to talk to him in order to clarify things, everything I could say or do that day was done in anger, I was so beside myself that I didn't could no longer control myself.

I let my aunt fall asleep too much, she's also a woman I respect a lot, but sometimes I just have the feeling that she goes beyond the limits. Indeed, I am convinced that Aunt Aicha really takes me for a fool.

How did she have the courage to lie to me on such a subject?

There is no longer any doubt about her state of health because I saw that she could move correctly on both legs. Except that she wanted to attract my pity too much by inventing this whole masquerade, I'm really sick of all this cinema. I wonder if she's doing this on purpose or if she really has mental problems. Whatever the motive for such action, it would really be as long as she stopped, before I kicked her out. What I really do not want since she is part of the family just as Helene.

Until then, I believe that I have caused a lot of damage, I must redeem myself towards Helene in order to obtain her forgiveness even if it would not risk being easy.

I hope she will have the heart and the courage to forgive all of my actions.

In addition, I even had a desire to call my brother to take this news, I was on my phone dialing the numbers that made up his cell number. I admit that I miss Ismaila a lot. Once the call was made I heard it ringing seconds later, I couldn't wait for him to pick up the phone that I didn't even realize he had hung up on me. I thought to myself that maybe it was a network problem since this was often frequent, when I did the same process five times in a row. This still hangs up. It was during my last call that I realized that his phone was finally turned off. This was even weird.

What was going on with my brother?

Why isn't he answering my calls?

Ismaila's point of view :

What did he want from me?

For a while now, I kept receiving calls from Mohamed, he only harassed me, so with each of his calls, I hung up on him so much that I couldn't take it anymore. him. So to prevent him from calling me again, I had decided to turn off my phone once and for all, to be able to breathe quietly.

After what I had just discovered, I had no desire to speak to him, better for him to keep his distance, so as not to create more problem than there already is. Despite all this story, there is still a question that torments my mind namely:

Fatima, does she have any feelings towards him?

It is true that I never asked myself this question, however if the answer to this question were to be: "No" then that might mean that I have a chance with her, I think. maybe it would be better for me to keep a little bit of hope. As we often say: nothing is impossible in life, you just have to believe in it.

I have this feeling in me that tells me that something can happen between her and me. If ever that were to happen then I would be the happiest of all. In addition, we are part of the same generation which means that we could imagine getting along well.

In life, you can't have everything at the same time, that's impossible. But from what I see, Mohamed really doesn't realize it, so much that he wants the butter and the money from the butter. It might be time for him to come down to earth a little bit. Because he cannot monopolize Fatima, this would even risk suffocating her at one point, with all the fortune he already has.

In short ! Just thinking about it again makes me terribly unhappy, and yet I vowed not to think about this whole thing again. I can't get this girl out of my head, so much so that I'm even starting to have utopian dreams of her. I wonder what therapy I could go through so that I can forget about it once and for all. This becomes heavy to carry and remains very unhealthy that I want to get rid of it as quickly as possible.

I was sitting in my car puffing the air so much that I had nowhere to go, so I was just going around town, hoping this might take my mind off things. But in vain. I even needed a place to recharge my batteries and rest. As I had my checkbook in my hands that I had ended up finding in the little box, I decided to go to the bank as quickly as possible so that I could make a withdrawal. I couldn't stay like that in the street doing nothing, I had to feed myself, clothe myself and take shelter.

Once the money is withdrawn, I decide to go automatically to a hotel. But before that, I had to at least make a reservation in case this was already full. I admit that I even had a hard time finding myself for various reasons (either because there was not much room, or the place did not suit me, or it was too much. cheaper for my taste ...) I really needed a luxurious hotel. From today, I decide to take my life in hand, no one will be able to stop me from doing what I want to do. Everything is allowed for me!

After an hour of research, I finally found a hotel that was large enough, luxurious, and well placed, in short, everything I needed, in addition I had just noticed that it was just near the hospital. Nothing to say on this subject, as it's not the same street, I don't mind. So maybe I could even take the opportunity later to visit Fatima.

For the occasion, I just had to decide to invite a few of my friends as well as lots of other girls that I didn't even know. A friend of mine took care of it, as he knew a lot of beautiful girls. Why not take advantage of it, I am a man and I have the right to have fun as I want.

I finally ended up taking three large suites, I feel that we are going to have a good time. Go towards the hotel, after putting on my seat belt, I decide to drive at high speed without worrying about anything, because nothing was important to me anymore, I tell myself that there is no sense to be afraid, because whatever must happen to me, will happen. The music was blaring, I was probably living my best life so far.

A few hours later

I had just arrived at my destination, I just got off the car when I saw that my friends were already waiting for me at the reception, decidedly, they were very punctual and respect the hours and the appointments. you.

Friend 1: ah! He's finally here, he told friend 2

Friend 2: we're all glad you're here, he said shaking my hand

Me: I am also happy to see you, thank you for respecting the appointment.

Friend 1: we could not even miss this opportunity;

Friend 2: for sure! I had waited so much for this moment.

Me: otherwise, I asked you a favor.

Friend 1: oh yes!

Me: where have they gone?

Friend 2: ah my friend, you are in a great hurry they say, he said with a mean smile

Me: obviously that's why I'm here, I say laughing

Friend 1: you don't have to worry about this because I just left with them on the phone, they are coming

Me: I hope they will be to my liking;

Friend 2: I'm sure you'll love it.

Me: we'll see! Otherwise I think I'm going to go and settle some papers, so that we can get the follow-up

Friend 1: good idea! Like that, you will be able to gain strength before it gets dark, he said with a smile

Me: you are not at all serious you!

I go to the receptionist to regularize the situation, so that we go to our rooms. I was so happy to be in this place, it was just beautiful, nothing to say about it. I was very well received, my car was well parked by security. Even before receiving our rooms, we were entitled to a small cocktail. After signing some papers, I had at my disposal the cards that allowed us to access our respective suites. Quickly, we head for the elevator to get to our floor, we were accompanied by male adults. They also took care of the suitcases, as for me, I did not have time to take things with me, so I had no luggage, but during the journey I was able to go to the pharmacy to get hygiene and well-being products, namely: a toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant and a towel. Everything was complete for me, nothing was missing except taking a good shower, but also resting before tonight, I have to keep in shape.

Arrived upstairs, each of us goes to our respective suite, once I passed the card, I was very surprised to see this huge room, very tidy, accompanied by a good smell. I didn't even have time to take my shoes off when I had already jumped on the bed. Not to mention the air conditioner that tickled me all over my body.

Then, I go to the bathroom to take a good shower, the water was really good. I would slide in the tub, if it wasn't for the volume of the television then I would never be awake, and yes! I almost slept in the tub.

Two hours later

I was quietly sitting in front of the television when I received a call from the landline phone in the room. I get up from my chair to get ready to pick up the phone.

Me: yes good evening!

As soon as I heard my interlocutor, I very quickly knew that it was my friend 1 on the phone.

Friend 1: I think it might be time to go to the restaurant.

Me: that's good, because I'm hungry like a wolf

Friend 1: you are obviously not the only one.

Me: okay see you later

Friend 1: otherwise they told me she's coming in ten minutes, I told them to go straight to the restaurant

Me: it's great, so I'm getting ready to go!

Friend 1: see you later

Me: ok,