Te quiero amor!

ERICKSON ROERIG

This girl, only she can make me do things which are beyond belief.

Last night, she refused to sleep alone and kept tugging onto my shirt wanting to sleep in with me.

She wasn't ready to close her eyes and relax her mind at all. She didn't want to sleep, just kept staring into my eyes.

For hours, continuously, without even blinking, she kept staring at me.

"Why can't you sleep?" I asked her.

"I don't know!" She replied.

I rolled my eyes and took a deep breath calming down my urge to punch her beautiful, broken face and managed to somehow smile in a creepy way.

"Tell me how should I make you sleep? I want to sleep in my bed too Ruth!" I said.

"Are you not going to sleep with me?" She asked innocently.

I looked away, ignorantly, lighting myself a cigarette.

"I don't share my bed at night. You must have a memory of it, maybe?"

She suddenly shove me back in bed and climbed on my lap, sitting on my abdomen.

"Ruth?"

I was surprised, when she suddenly did that, my fucking heart started to do some crazy shit inside my ribcage.

"I am scared, they will come to me and hurt me. They hurt me very bad." She said, almost sobbing.

Guess she is getting sane little by little overcoming from the electric shock her brain just went through.

"Please, don't leave me alone!"

She mumbled and lay down over my stomach, and hugged me tightly.

"I don't want to go back to them!"

Sweetie, maybe you're forgetting that you are with them!

You can never not be with them, They are everywhere, they own you, your very existence is because they didn't let you go, mi amor!

"They are all worse but one of them..." And she quieten down while speaking.

"One of them, what, amore?"

This was funny to hear the amnesiac her, talking about me!

"He scares me."

She replied, burying her head into my chest deeper.

"Don't you hate him?" I asked again, "Don't you wish you could kill him?"

"No! I am scared of him! I am scared of hating him, I'm scared to try killing him." She replied again.

"Well, then what do you want to do him then?" I asked again, my fingers removed her silky brown hairs gently from her back as I unfasten the laces of her night gown.

She should sleep with no clothes on, that's the best for her right now.

"I just want to run away from him! And nothing else!" She mumbled and snuffles, her tears rolled down her cheeks, wetting my biceps and chest.

I took a deep breath...

Love the way I have her trained, she is scared of me, all of me, she should be!

After all I can do very brutal and scary things to her!

"Why don't you try closing your eyes and clear your head, hmm?" I asked, once she was naked and comfortable on my shirtless body.

"I don't know." She mumbled, "C-can you sing me a lullaby?"

Seriously?!

I took a deep breath.

I can do this.

It's not like somebody is watching me doing these stupid shit for some useless girl.

The both of us are all alone inside this house with the guards guarding at the outside of the walls surrounding this 100 acre mansion at Malibu beach.

There was no Rico or Marco right behind that door hearing me singing her songs.

Even Ruth won't remember any of this

Goodnight, my angel, time to close your eyes,

And save these questions for another day.

I think I know what you've been asking me,

I think you know what I've been trying to say.

I promised I would never leave you,

Then you should always know,

Wherever you may go, no matter where you are,

I never will be far away.

Goodnight, my angel, now it's time to sleep,

And still so many things I want to say.

Remember all the songs you sang for me,

When we went sailing on an emerald bay.

And like a boat out on the ocean,

I'm rocking you to sleep.

The water's dark and deep, inside this ancient heart,

You'll always be a part of me.

Goodnight, my angel, now it's time to dream,

And dream how wonderful your life will be.

Someday your child may cry, and if you sing this lullaby,

Then in your heart there will always be a part of me.

Someday we'll all be gone,

But lullabies go on and on,

They never die,

That's how you and I will be.

I looked at her my fingers still drawing circles over her naked back gently.

¡¿Qué me estás haciendo mi dulce amor ?!

¡¿En qué clase de hombre me estás convirtiendo ?!

¡No me gusta el tipo de hombre que intentas hacer de mí!

Once she was asleep, I gently placed her back in bed and covered her with the blanket.

I was really surprised at the things I was doing for her.

Damn!

Walking to the end of the room I used my fingers to turn of the lights of the room making sure she was comfortable and asleep.

I'm not going anywhere until you become sane and well again.

~~

The morning broke in, and I was up soon!

A series of maids lined up before my room with juice and other stuff while I ignorantly just waived them off.

I kinda need the maids, as I really have no idea how to cook!

Getting over with my morning routine, I walked upto Ruth's room and found her still sleeping, like a princess.

"Ruth?!"

I called out to her gently while the maid followed me around with a tray holding a glass of juice for me and her.

Fuck! Ruth is just so fucking beautiful!!

"Keep the tray at the table and get out!" I glared at all the maids and they all scram out of the room closing the door shut.

I slowly approach the bed and sat near her sleeping figure, brushing off her hairs from her pretty face.

"Mmh!"

She moaned and shifted inside her covers and grabbed onto my hand tightly and hugged it against her chest pressing my hand hard in between her fleshy soft breasts.

"Ruth!"

Fuck, the touch of her naked breasts are turning me on!

"Mmh!"

She moaned again and shifted inside the covers letting go of my hand.

A child inside me just woke up, and I slipped under the sheets with her again.

With the movement on bed under the covers, she yet again turn around and got back to her beauty sleep.

I kept looking at her face all dazed, mesmerised

Was she this beautiful always, or have I noticed her just now?

I started playing with her hairs again.

I don't know what's with me these days, but damn, I love her hairs!

"Mmh, Brian!"

She moan in her sleep and pulled me closer to herself tightly.

It's strange, I don't feel angry when she moaned his name. I just scoffed.

"Seriously Ruth? Brian?"

And she opens her eyes hearing my voice in her bed.

Her eyes went big and then shrink back again.

"E-Eric?"

"Now you remember me?"

I smiled.

It wasn't a creepy one, I was genuinely smiling.

"A-Are y-you-?"

She didn't finish what she started to say, already crawling back from me, vigorously.

"If I was to hurt you, you would have been lying unconscious the moment you called out Brian's name babe!" I smirked

She looked at me a little taken aback.

Her mind is in a mess, and I like the mess I'm creating there right now

"B-but y-you- y-you-?"

She stammered, her throat cannot form proper sentences in this moment

She'll be fine once she gets used to of using her throat after a bit of practicing the speech.

"E-Eric, h-hurts m-mh-me!"

She sat up on the bed and curled herself into a ball, sobbing.

"Oh yeah, he does!"

I sat back with her too, removing the falling locks on her shoulders, I placed my chin against the crook of her neck.

"He is your bleeding Nightmare!"

She looked at me shaking and got away from me slowly, taking care that she doesn't hurt any of my nerve which in turn would only make me hurt her.

"B-but are-aren't you, E-Eric?!" She asked again.

"Oh yes, I am! Am I not, amor?"

I said, caressing her beautiful pouty cherry lips.

She looked at me extremely confused. She was struggling inside her head if I was the same guy her mind had a picture of.

"B-but aren't y-you the man wh-who r-raped m-me a-and m-my family... Was m-murdered-?"

And she broke down into silent sobs.

I lean really closer to her face, her breath mixed with mine, her hairs sticking to my forehead.

"Look at me and tell me, what do you think of me?" I asked.

"What did I do to you exactly?"

"Y-you-..!"

She started when suddenly she held her head inside both her hands and started to scream in pain.

"Aaaaahhhh!!"

I smirked, increasing the level of her pain in her head with the thin electric band I made her to wear last night, when she was sleeping in my arms

"Aaahh! It hurts, It hurts so much, please!! PLEASE!! MAKE IT STOP!!"

I increased an another level of giving her the hell shaking pain in her head.

"Please!! PLEASE NO!!! I'll die like this! THIS IS TOO MUCH!!"

She started going down back into the covers biting her pillows, thrashing around with the way her head was aching right now

Okay, that's enough of the fun, Eric! STOP!!

I cursed the genius me mentally laughing at Ruth's pathetic condition and switched off the device, going back to her with the usual worried expression I have been sticking on my face from all this while.

Removing her messy hairs from over her face I asked her worried,

"Are you okay amor?!"

She panting, looked at me with her red eyes and suddenly jumped into my arms hugging me closer.

"Please, Please, save me! I Trust You!! ONLY YOU CAN SAVE ME ERIC!! Please, I beg you, just please help me!"

Ofcourse, only I can save her!

I smirked hugging her back.

There must be a limit to play with someone.

I know I've crossed them all with Ruth.

"Te quiero amor!"

I confessed.

A confession, which would mean nothing to her and everything to me.

I'm trying this now, risking my everything for it

I really wanna try living with her.

Because now, my subconscious self knows that only Ruth deserves to be my queen!

I know she would never remember I ever said that to her, I won't even repeat these words to her ever again.

But I wanna live with her.

So, I'm taking the risk.

I'm stealing her out of this world.... For myself!