Getting back together

'Don't think Y/n. Everyone hates you. You're a burden. You're a mess.' I held the knife close to my wrist and closed my eyes.

'Just do it, Y/n.' My mind said.

I placed it on my skin, making a small dent.

Until my hand was grabbed by someone. I opened my teary eyes and looked at the person.

There stood Yoongi Oppa. He seemed mad at me.

"Y/n, what are you trying to do?" He asked as he took the knife from me.

I cried more. He sat beside me and comforted me.

"If you feel comfortable, you can talk it out to me." He said.

"I'm just a mess, my life is a mess." I cried.

I told him everything, except fighting with Seonghwa and things he said. He's still my friend and I can't make him look bad.

"Y/n, life is designed to be with a lot of problems and obstacles. But it all matters in the way we overcome them. Prove them wrong, but not by hurting yourself." I listened to him.

"In the end, some of your greatest pains become your greatest strengths." He said. I nodded my head.

"Shall I drop you off at home?" He asked. I shook my head.

"Is there any problem at home?" I shook my head and cried more.

"Can you just stay for some more time Oppa?" I asked, crying. He nodded and we both sat there quietly.

Seonghwa's POV

I know I shouldn't have shouted at her. But it was all the things that happened and I just couldn't take my friend's suffering nor her.

I never knew she hurt herself, begged people nor that she got rejected. This is what I was worried about. She never tells me anything and it ends up like this. If I knew about it, I could have helped her out.

I ran, thinking where she would be. I didn't mind if my fans noticed me, but Y/n is important to me. I can't lose the friendship I have.

I finally reached the park. The place we spent most of our time, after school time.

I found her sitting on a bench with someone. I debated whether I should go or not. But my heart told me to, to sort this out.

I walked towards her and put my hand on her shoulder.

"Y/n," I called her. Both of them turned and looked at me. I realized it was Yoongi hyung.

"Oh, Seonghwa. You're here at the right time. Reach home safe. And I'm taking this with me." Hyung said showing a pocket knife.

"Who's is that? What happened?" I asked worriedly.

"She was about to harm herself, but luckily I noticed it. Anyways, I've gotta go, see you later." He said and left.

I couldn't believe my ears. Was it true that she was about to harm herself.... right now?

I sat beside her, with teary eyes. She too was crying.

"Y/n, w-why?" I couldn't complete the sentence.

"Why did you have to do that? Why do you harm yourself?" I asked but she didn't reply. I changed the topic.

"Y/n, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have talked like that.... but I couldn't see you getting hurt every day. It hurts me too." I said and looked at her.

"Seonghwa.." She called me. Her voice was shaking and she hardly whispered.

"Whatever you said was true. I don't blame you for saying it, cause I can feel it every day. I try my best to just forget it and become normal, but I just can't. All those hatred comments, false news... I just couldn't take them every day. It kills me inside. All these led me to harm myself. I had no choice." She cried more.

I held her hands and squeezed them tightly, assuring her everything will be alright and I will be there for her.

"I am extremely sorry if I hurt you in any way. I feel like a terrible person." I pulled her and hugged her tightly. She hugged my back.

"I'm sorry Y/n. I'm sorry." I couldn't stop saying it cause I did a terrible thing. I hurt her feelings even after knowing what she was going through.

"Looks like it's sorted." We both heard another voice. We broke the hug and turned back to see San, smiling at us.

I nodded my head.

"I've never seen Hyung cry." He said. I wiped my tears and we both smiled.

I put my arm around her and hugged her.

"I want to join too," San whined and got in between me and Y/n and put both his arms around either of us.

"Now it feels better." He said and pulled us both closer.

"It reminds me of high school days," Y/n said. I hummed in response.

"Remember when you and Seonghwa were fighting and I had to stop you both by pulling your ears," San said and we laughed rewinding it. We talked about all the moments we had at the park.

"Let's go home. The others might be worried about you." San said, pouting.

She nodded and we three walked back home. On our way, we met an ATINY.

"Oppa, can I have a photo with you?" She asked. We accepted and we took a selfie with her.

"Thank you so much, Oppa." She said and looked over at Y/n.

"Aren't you Ms. Choi Y/n?" She asked her. Y/n nodded her head, in response.

"Eonni, I love your special effect makeup. I've never missed a video of yours. They are cool and you have your style of doing them." She said excitedly.

"Thanks a lot. I'm glad you liked it." Y/n said. She was a bit shocked to hear a good comment from someone.

"Eonni, why did you stop making videos? I missed your videos a lot." She said, feeling sad.

"Uh... um... I don't get time to do more videos." She lied.

"Eonni, don't lie. I know why you've left. I've seen the number of hate comments you get. But eonni, a lot of my friends also love your videos. We all are still supporting you. I hope you will be back." She said. Y/n was in more shock. I nudged her, she came back to reality.

Y/n smiled at her and hugged her.

"Can I get your number?" Y/n asked. The girl was shocked at first but then gave her number.

"The next time you meet me, you'll have a surprise." She said and we bid goodbye to our fan.

"See, you've got people who support you and love your passion. Moreover, she's an ATINY. Our fans will love our friends too." San said and I smiled.

Y/n's POV

We reached home and I entered first. Hana looked at me with teary eyes and hugged me, tightly.

"I'm fine now. Nothing to worry about." I said and rubbed her back. She hugged me, even more, tighter now.

"Love, I can't breathe," I said. She let go of me.

"Sorry." She said and I smiled and wiped her tears. I put my arm around her and turned her to the others.

"Now, anymore hugs or not?" I asked. Wooyoung came running to me and hugged me.

"I want one too!" Mingi whined and I broke the hug with Wooyoung and hugged him. I hugged the others one by one.

"Noona, I want to hug you more," Wooyoung said.

"Yah! Then what about me?" San asked.

"I don't want to hug you now," Wooyoung said and I giggled.

They started bickering, as always.

"Live WooSan moments," Hongjoong said and we all laughed at their cuteness.

"Enough," I said and stopped them.

"So, what are Beomgyu and the others doing?" I asked.

"They ate and are sleeping," Yunho said.

"Did he eat the medicines properly?" I asked.

"Noona, don't worry about it. We took care of everything." Yeosang said.

"Ok. But please don't call me noona. You can call me by my name." I said.

We sat down and had small talks.

It was 11:00 pm.

"Let's call it a night," Seonghwa said and we all got up to go to our room.

Suddenly, there was a loud knock on the door.

TBC~