Plotting

When I went to the morgue to investigate why he was so late comming home and who was watching us make love.

He and Gillian, a young lab technician where making love in his office.

I could hear the giggling and grunts and moans of him make love to a girl.

"You can call me herbert sweeties."

Sweeties he always called me that. I was getting angrier and angrier my the moment.

That last straw was Gillian said "let's get rid of you soon to be bride."

"Sure how do you want to deal with her" James said

"Arsenic" Gillian giggles

"That will work or my cyanide beauty" he said. "Let me make love to you some more"

"Oh herbert yes yes....."

I burge in and raise hell.

James said for me to get the fuck out.

"James the marriage is off."

"I like the feel of Gillian more and she loves me. Would do anything for me."

"Yeah I know"

But that won't be the last time I saw the geeky grousem twosome and I made sure of that.

This was when I got upset to no end..

They made love to eachother as if u wasn't there.

"I am naming the baby mitchy and she going to do what she wants in life."

Gillian slapped me and made it clear I wasn't welcome. But I was going help Mr self.

Hi slender away from the hospital that night wondering why their lab technician was so mean. Her name was Gillian A real winner he was going to threaten me with poison and trying to kill me trying to kill me and my baby.

I looked at James Pleadingly hoping that he would come back to me but he decided he was not going to bother with me at all he didn't even look at me. It was as if he knew he was in trouble or at least you were going to get in trouble with me at least. I think. He told me that I was not allowed on hospital grounds are in the more grounded anymore as I was it now bandit from the morgue in the hospital. 

Pretty soon my paranoia came through and I was seeing them all over the place but I think I saw them all over the place whatever I want even the goddamn tattoo parlour I thought I saw them but I did and I was getting paranoid that I was seeing them all over the place and that they might harm in someway. And James said that he would not hurt a fly as far as lowering women was concerned he hurt me very much so that everywhere I when I saw him in this Gillian bitch.

When I first saw her I didn't think very much of Gillian for one thing her hair was a goddamn mad she look like the creepy girl from the rang only with glasses and a face shield look slutty enough to walk the streets I don't know how she was able to work in a hospital and a morgue at the same time but she found her way through I guess and they let anyone in to Ruddy University days. I did not think very much highly of her specially when she slap me.

That's/boys more than a slap in the face Kylian was his new replacement and she was going to be his lover from now on when I didn't really leave I decided that's why and I heard yelling and I was dreams saying get the fuck out of my way out off my life Julie.   I want as far as to say no I'm going to make my presence known since you threaten me with poison. I stormed off only to find something unusual when I got home.