Chapter Fifteen Miko’s POV

We need to get Ana Rose somewhere she'll be taken care of properly. I felt Katsuki hovering over me and I patted my lap. "We need to find a place for Ana Rose." He smiled. "My cousin's looking to adopt. He really is trying to adopt a girl but he'd be happy if he ended up with a boy. He doesn't care what sub gender they are. Him and his wife just want a sweet kid." I smiled and pulled him into my lap. "Okay. We'll have to go through lots of legal stuff." He nodded. "Uh-Huh." I kissed his cheek. "You okay babe?" He nodded, "J-Just feeling Little." I kissed him and said "It's okay. You're safe." He nodded. I saw him relax and lean against me as he started babbling. I smiled and said "Hello babe, you Little?" He babbled and I smiled. "Do you think you're gonna need a diapie?" He babbled and I kissed his head. I kissed his head and said "Let's go find one. Okay?" He giggled as I stood and spun around. He seems really out of it and talkative. I kissed his forehead and he looked at me. "Nibi." I smiled and said "Paci." I went upstairs to Sero's Little room and smiled. "Okay, here's a paci. And diapers are over, at the changing table." I laid him on it and smiled. He started to cry. "Hey, nuh-uh. No tears, it's just a diaper." I wiggled him out of his pants and underwear and quickly put the diaper on quickly. I smiled and decided to put him in a onesie. "So cute." He reached for me and I picked him up. "I love you goof." He tucked his face in my neck and I rubbed his back and grabbed a stuffie and a coloring book. I took them to the living room and smiled. "Oh my god, he's adorable." I looked at Sero and smiled. "He is cute isn't he?" He walked over and hugged me. I saw Kirishima in the doorway and when he realized I'd seen him, he jumped and hid in the kitchen. D-Touya walked over and glanced between us and Kirishima and decided to go with him. "Daddy? Dada?" I rubbed Katsuki's back. "No baby, not right now. They're in the kitchen." He whined and Sero leaned against me. "Wan Dada and Daddys." I rubbed his back and said "Shh, let's go check on them." I walked to the kitchen and asked "Touya, Kirishima, can the babies sit here with you?" I saw them making something. "Daddy?" Sero ran over to Kirishima and he quickly turned around and walked away from the counter. Sero giggled and Kirishima glanced at me as he put him down. "S-Sero stay with Miko okay?" He nodded and said "Daddsy stays wif." Kirishima looked at me and I smiled. "Yes." Kirishima put an arm around and said "Shh." Touya glanced and Katsuki started to cry. I rubbed his back and he cried more. Touya came over and put a hand on Katsuki's back. He stopped crying and reached for him. Touya shook his head. "N-No babe." I grabbed his arms and said "Hold him. He's your mate too. You cannot just leave him." Touya pulled him into his arms and I left. I had two reasons for leaving, I had to pee, and I needed to get away from them. I went to the garage and hid in a corner. I'm pissed. They keep trying to hide away when they need to face it head on and apologize and earn back the potential of trying anything. It hurts that they keep trying push everything away. "M-Miko?" I wiped my eyes and stood. "What?" Touya flinched and looked down. "K-Katsuki fell asleep after a bottle. Sero's about to fall asleep. I-I wanted to check on you." I nodded. "I'm fine. Go make sure Sero gets to sleep. You and Kirishima need sleep too." Touya shook his head. "N-No. I-It's supposed to be cold and rainy maybe even snowy." I looked at him and said "I'm fine. Go inside." He shook his head. "No Miko. Come inside. If you're gonna do this, at least be in the heat." I glared at him and he took a deep breath and said "If you're going to be stubborn I will carry you inside." I huffed and said "No you're scared of me." Touya looked down. "I'm scared of fucking up and losing you. I'm afraid to accidentally hurt one of you if you're in my arms so I don't hold you tight, and then I'm afraid I'll drop you. I'm scared either way, I'm afraid I'll do something wrong and you'll reject me so I try and make sure everything is right. I'm sorry." I wiped my eyes and walked over. "You're doing fine, except you're avoiding us." He whined and hugged me. It was the last thing, I broke. I started crying into his shoulder. I heard Kirishima walk over and he hugged me too. God I needed this, so so badly. "Shh, we're here. We're not going anywhere." I started crying more. "B-But y-you're no-ot h-help-ping." Kirishima held me tightly and I took a deep breath, I can't do this anymore. "I-I love you so much b-but I-I'm cons-siderin-gn leavi-ing." I heard a sob from Kirishima and Touya held me tightly. "W-What can we do?" I wiped my eyes again and said "S-Start caring for your mates too. They're not just mine and y-yours when you want them. They're ours." Kirishima held me tightly and said "I know, we know. We want to do everything right and not hurt them. I-If I touch them I'll risk hurting them. I-I'm scared." I wiped my eyes. "And you think I'm not? I'm the one who let them get hurt. I let them, and now you're not giving them what they need. We can die from that if it goes on too long! It hurts!" Kirishima rubbed my back and said "O-Oh." I wiped my eyes and pushed them away. "I'm sleeping on the couch, leave me alone." I laid on the couch and took the blanket they gave me. "Go." I closed my eyes and cried myself to sleep.

I felt someone crawl onto the couch with me. I opened my eyes and saw it was Sero. "Go back to sleep, you were crying." I wiped my eyes and said "Shh. It's still dark, go to sleep babe." He hugged me and I wrapped myself around him. "Love you Miko." I smiled. "I love you too Sero." I kissed his head and he smiled and pulled the blanket over us. Sero fell asleep quickly but I didn't I couldn't fall back asleep. It hurt, my mates don't want to care for each other. The only way to make them see it is to leave. I closed my eyes. I hate this so much. I love them all. I heard footsteps and saw Kirishima. I turned my head and whispered "Not now, I'm still pissed." Kirishima kissed my cheek and said "I know, I came to bring him back to bed, you said you wanted to be alone." I wiped my eyes and said "He's fine." Kirishima nodded and kissed my cheek again. "Okay." He left and I wiped my eyes. I saw Katsuki in front of me and jumped a little. I nodded and he laid behind me. I kissed the back of his hand and said "I love you honey, go to sleep." He nodded and fell asleep quickly. I held them both, I can't leave them forever. I'll have to just leave but not break the bond. I nodded. After a bit I'll go. I looked at my phone and saw I had four hours till my appointment. I sighed and shook my head. I held my babies tight and said "I need to get up." I carefully got up and went to the closest bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like a mess. I heard a knock on the door and saw a note slip under. I sighed and picked it up. I opened it and it read, "Dear Miko, we're sorry. We will figure out a way to get over our fears and take responsibility for our mates, as we should've in the first place. We love you so much and we're sorry. We wish to take you out tomorrow on a date as an apology. We will take you on a picnic and then go shopping or see a movie if you want. We love you, we're sorry, and we will make sure you no longer feel that we aren't doing as we should. We will make you have the best night of your life and then make your life greater. We love you." I wiped my eyes. Fuck! "FUCK!" I banged my head against the counter and started crying. I'm so fucking stupid! I fucking thought about leaving! I told them I thought I was leaving! God! "Miko? You okay?" I looked at the door and opened it. I hugged them. It was Dabi and Katsuki. I held them and said "I-I'm so s-s-so sor-ry!" I held them and Sero ran over. Kirishima wasn't far behind and they both ran over and hugged me. I gave each of them kisses and tried to stutter out "I-I-I l-love-e y-you so m-muc-ch. I-I do-on't wa-wan-an lea-ave." Katsuki kissed my head and said "No tears, breathe. Why would you leave?" I started crying more. "Miko, Kirishima and I spoke last night and he said that because we were not doing as we should and caring for you he thought he'd have to leave for us to see it." I kissed Katsuki's head and Sero's. They backed up and I crumbled. I fell to the floor and everything blacked out.