Emotions

He recalled the faces of his mother how heartbroken she was watching both her husband and her only son suffer in front of her yet was helpless and powerless to even fight back, even more, the tears in his sisters his eyes watching such gruesome scene.

Tobi felt like his heart was being ripped off over and over again.

"What's the point of being a son and a brother, when I can't even protect my parent and siblings, what do I live for if I can't only cause them nothing but pain." Tobi suddenly pause as he spoke in a devastated voice, "What a drag, what am I even saying, a selfish person like me doesn't deserve a family." Tobi said in a self-ridicule.

He didn't know how he should react, he felt empty because without them in his life his heart was just an empty object.

Tobi didn't regret even a moment spent with them, instead of practicing or training his strength. Those things were only of secondary importance to him.