our confession

The Canadian seemed to be dreaming in life, he felt like he was floating now that that delicate hand was holding his, his eyes shone as if it were a great dream come true, and that's when he ended up being left in bed.

-You should change your clothes...- He commented while he smiled sweetly seeing the older man still in sportswear, so he left him free to go change, in addition to noticing the photo of his pet Mr. Bear was his great companion and I do not hesitate to laugh sweetly taking the photograph in his hands.

-Well, I'll wait here for his friend, but Bek is still sleeping....- Taishi asked who calmly saw the Canadian withdraw quickly, it wouldn't take long so he wouldn't make his beloved Kazakh wait so long.

-It's very strange...- He laughed thanks to the fact that he liked the Canadian's actions, he was very cute, although with that thought he blushed completely.

Knowing that for him it was something really cute made him subtly deny it, he knew that his reasoning was not at the top, even less now that he was about to sleep and had his little Mr. Bear on his mind, Taishi was very attentive to his pupil, he looked really cute now that he was with the Canadian, at that moment he just smiled without turning the issue around, he didn't want something bad to happen between the two of them.

-Well...I'll let you rest but remember that tomorrow you have to practice for your short program, okay?- With that, he left the two of them in the room when the Canadian entered at that moment already changed with his bedding, he just finished saying goodbye, but at the entrance, he saw the coach and father of the Canadian and smiled softly, so they both went to chat, leaving the children to spend the night together as if it were a sleepover.

For a moment Bek didn't know what he was going to say or do, he was somewhat lost at that moment that he could only be ashamed of being with the man who had kissed him twice.

-Bek... Do you want to drink something hot or cold? Well...before bed...Of course, if you want.- He had gotten nervous at that moment since he didn't know what could happen between them since it would be their first night, as if he wanted to say that they hadn't had some before nights together, of course, they did, since in their childhood they practically lived together all the time thanks to the fact that their parents were good friends.

-A chocolate would be nice...-He accepted the drink while looking at his opponent calmly, after all, he was calmer with his presence, and being alone, he felt that nobody would bother them that way.

-A chocolate! Yeah! On the way- With that, the Canadian ran to the small kitchen took a can of cold chocolate from the fridge, and began to shake it to stir that drink well until he approached the bed again.

-Here it is! Here....- I hand it over but his hand was still holding the lower part of the can, he had been stunned seeing those beautiful eyes.

—Umm...Could you let it go...please?- He asked somewhat shyly since he didn't stop holding the can and he thought he thought he was useless.

There was no response from the Canadian, nor were there any more actions from the Kazakh, on the contrary, only connected glances, it was like winter and autumn staring at each other without saying anything but in those eyes transmitting more than a thousand feelings, it has always been said that the eyes are the doors of the soul and here both were overflowing their feelings.

Slowly the one with purple eyes approached the one with Onyx eyes who remained sitting on the bed.

Little by little the distance was shortened until leaving a can still be closed in the middle of both that was left in the background, since now the protagonists were the lips that melted into a soft, sweet, warm kiss, so calm and lasting, there was no rush, they shouldn't hide or show it in front of others just... a kiss so sweet that it melted the heart.

-Jake...- He whispered his name, he looked very shy when the kiss ended but the distance was still short.

—Sorry Bek...I like you...really...- He confessed now that his beloved Kazakh was paying attention only to him.

-Jake!- He almost died of surprise but his cheekbones were painted red, and that brown skin was painted with a noticeable blush, he looked really cute now.

—Sorry... I know it's not... you know... due and...- He stopped suddenly thanks to the fact that the Kazakh had kissed him at that moment making him continue softly and calmly, he looked More than surprised, but he would never reject a kiss from his beloved Kazakh.

The kiss continued with a soft rhythm that turned into something much more passionate that could only make them feel how the heat of his body increased in a very charming way, but they had to stop, it was not the right time or place to do it.

-Jake...not yet- he asked when he already had a hand caressing his pectoral, yes, they should put a stop to it, nothing like that should be done yet, so he just settled on the bed with a Canadian hugging him, almost hiding him in his chest.

-I'm sorry... I won't do anything you don't want... even so... I want you... I love you... I love you so much- He managed to confess trying to keep his lover from leaving him for saying something like that, he knew he wouldn't stand a chance.

—I like you too...in truth, you do...I like you...- Was what the Kazakh whispered, who remained hidden, clinging to those clothes as best he could, trying to keep his tears of joy from coming out, he would feel pathetic for doing so but he just rubbed on that chest.

—We will be together...I promise you Aibek...we will always be together...there will never be any doubt about that...- He promised to leave a sweet kiss on the forehead of the named who in the end was able to drop some warm tears that reflected the feeling of fear at losing it.

-Jake...I don't want to lose you...I don't want to...I'm sorry...but...I don't want to be hurt again...I love you...I love you and I don't want to lose you ...- He repeated incessantly but... Jake, Jake understood, he knew how cruel it was to leave someone you loved but he wouldn't do it with his Bek... he was a very sweet and kind being, he would never I would do such a horrible thing.

—You're not going to lose me...I promise to always be here with you, always...if you fall I fall...if you get up I'll do it too...I'll always be with you- I hug him more beginning to cover them with the blanket to avoid losing heat on that freezing night.

The crying was uncontrollable, Bek's tears fell, they fell not only from fear, from panic at being left, no, they were also from happiness, joy, from a beautiful relief knowing that this being in front of him would never abandon him, but it was also so comforting that she was able to cry herself to sleep.

-Rest, my sweet little bear...- She gently left him a kiss on his lips, one on his nose, another on his forehead, and it ended on the crown of his head while carefully tucking him in so as not to wake him up, that boy was his everything. I could never leave him.

So it was that one night in Germany, in a hotel room, two beings loved each other with pure sincerity, with the fear that it might not be something true, but there they were, hugging each other, sharing a beautiful night despite being cold and freezing in turn.