Chapter 53: Fred has begins to wonder

He loathed going to her place, loathed seeing the woman. He now wondered that he could he have once touched that flesh and been touched by her. It had corrupted him. As for Jessaline, he couldn't bring himself to have any more to do with her either. The idea that she was his child ate into his being. She was a sweet girl, there was much could be done for her for she was not unintelligent. He felt that it was his duty to help her but she reminded him constantly of the rape of her mother, Bessie, and he couldn't bear the association.