~Broken glass~

[Disclaimer:~ This chapter contains visuals that some readers may find disturbing. This story and characters are purely fictional.]

"Nooooo".

"LET ME GO!".

Han Jun grabbed his hand at the right time, right before he was about to hurt himself in the neck.

That's why J-Son stopped drinking or eating anything with alcohol content, as it always gets chaotic in the end. It is like at every stage his personality changes after he is very drunk. Kang Dae was almost dead from the hair pulling, if he were present now he would act dead to escape from Kim In Sik.

In Sik started growling at Han Jun, never letting go that piece of glass. "You think you can pull it away, I want go please let me!!", he shouted. Han Jun kept a straight face without speaking a word, dragging his hand away from him. They kept dragging each other and got near to the sofa. J-Son's grip on that piece of glass was so strong, but Han Jun held on to that sharp side of that piece.

They kept pulling each other, one had to let go and that one shouldn't be Han Jun. "Why can't you see? I don't want to be here!! However, even more worse things are waiting for me outside". Han Jun stared at his eyes, with a lot of fear yet looked at him with all the love no one could give. J-Son's darkest side had come out today, it was the last stage of drunkenness in his case.

"I am going to bite your other hand now if you don't let me be!!".

Han Jun didn't even flinch for anything J-Son said. Han Jun suddenly pulled In Sik to make him let go of it. But Kim In Sik's grip was harder than he thought, he got dragged as Han Jun fell on the sofa. In Sik started laughing, as he was above Han Jun, "You really don't want to let go, it's okay, It can hurt me this way too". Han Jun still tried to hold onto his hand, and slowly remove his hand from the glass.

"Unfortunately, you will get hurt too!!"

Park Han Jun's palm of his left hand started bleeding when he tried to have the piece in his hand not letting In Sik get himself hurt. In Sik grip on it was so strong that getting wounded was inevitable.

" Please let go. . . ", Han Jun said softly. He couldn't see him in this position. He want to know him more, what lead him to think this way. They say people speak the truth when they are drunk. Is this truth?

Tears started falling down In Sik's eyes, " Why don't you let go? You are not Man Soo hyung or someone who knows me for a long time", he said while still holding on to the piece of glass.

As the tears fell on Han Jun's face, he smiled softly assuring In Sik of his acceptance.

Kim In Sik slowly loosened his grip, and looked at his face from very close. Han Jun found his chance. He was happy, he could take back that piece of glass. He immediately grabbed the broken piece of glass, he moved his hand away from him. But to his surprise he saw J-Son getting his face closer and closer to him.

In Sik then slowly kissed him, holding his face in his left palm. Han Jun couldn't move his body, he didn't know how to react. Kim In Sik whispered as he fell, " I might be the cause of . . . . . Would you still. . . hold my hand like this. . .", as his tears fell over Han Jun's face.

The piece of glass fell down from Han Jun's hand. The glass was covered with blood. The blood from In Sik's hand was dripping down as he slowly fell into Han Jun's arms.

Han Jun didn't move a bit for a few minutes, to ensure that he was asleep. He hugged him, tapping on this back without realizing even his hand was bleeding. He slept like a baby in the arms of Han Jun.

He carried him to the room and aided the wound on his hand first. It was bleeding heavily as he had held onto the piece of glass like his life depended on it.

'What if. . . .J-Son is not the person I know?'.

Han Jun was thinking to himself as he disinfected his wound, swirling the bandage around In Sik's hand. Now that he thinks of it, he never knows what actually is going on in J-Son's mind. He doesn't know, his past nor his present. But Han Jun remembers clearly that J-Son had not been his usual self since he visited his father.

'If only he would speak about it', Han Jun thought to himself.

A while back when Han Jun had called Man Soo right before In Sik went into chaos mood, he mentioned to tie him to the handle of the bed or cuff him if he found the handcuffs. Now Han Jun has realized why Manager Man Soo so worried about J-Son. Han Jun thought he heard him wrong, cause which idol's manager would ask their idol to be cuffed or tied. Kim Man Soo was whispering too.

Unwillingly, he tied J-Son to the bed's handle . J-Son had a gentle sleeping face. He tightly grabbed Han Jun's hand while murmuring something, when Han Jun pulled up the blanket to keep him warm.

He sat down beside the bed, staring at J-Son. J-Son was sweating all over, so Han Jun tried too wipe his face with his hand. That's when he saw that even his hand was hurt. But he decided to stay beside him until he let go of his hand. He wiped his sweat with other side of his left hand as there was no towel nearby.

He took care of him all night, waking up whenever J-Son slightly shook in his sleep. He had forgotten about his own wound looking after the troubled idol.

~END~