Crazy

Luo Xin stood up so suddenly that she staggered. The aide who was responsible for tending for her immediately helped her up he was a slave. 

He should have no feelings for his master if they asked him to die, he should die...if she asked him to kill, he should just kill .. but seeing the once smiling and bright Luo Xin like that. He couldn't help but feel a twinge of sympathy for her. 

This madness this craziness was for whom exactly? A man who has died long ago? Why waste your feelings on someone who wasn't even alive. Why not look at someone else? Why not start a new life? 

The aide took out a bunch of medicinal pills from his pouch as he held them out. "Madam why don't you take your medicine.. you don't look good."

"What are you talking about?" Snapped Luo Xin as she slapped away his hand and scattered the pills on the ground. "What will Nanli say if he finds it that I am taking these pills? I am not even sick."