Adavei_P

A friend is someone who can heal you in time of broken dreams and life. I'm 18 year old fond of with a silver man of 20s, got lots of twisted memories, up and down so, I couldn't help it out why? I asked myself. That is not the end .
 I got lot of friends but no one else can hear my inner thought, feel my broken dreams. it seems the way like .
" it is useless, useless, said the philosopher .Life is useless,all useless. you spend your life working, labouring,and what do you have to show for it? generation come and generation go,but the world stays just the same. The sun still rises,and it goes down, going wearily back to where it must start all over again. The wind blows south ,the wind blows North- round and round and back again. Every river flows into the sea ,but the sea is not yet full .The water returns to where the rivers began and starts all over again. Everything leads to weariness- a weariness too great for words. Our eyes can never see enough to be satisfied; Our ears can never hear enough. What has happened before will happen again. What has been done before will be done again.There is nothing new in the whole world"- Ecclesiastes. I feel relaxed and comfortable with the following verse above when I opened my beautiful Bible and read it wholeheartedly. Hope everyone had feel the same . I love myself for loving him hard as my best friend though he don't, hope some day I would feel the same when the plan is planned by the planner of everything.

Mr Fire and Ice

It was a winter night he used two blanket,I used doubled 


'  You might feel it cold ,very warm for me.' He scoffed. though  he say it's very warm for him, his body was freezing,for me it's opposite though my body was burning hot outside I feel cold inside. Comparing to our height I'm taller than him, yet he hate to hear from others that he is short haha! funny creature. He was muscular, got a body shape like a trainee in gym class. My clothing habit was full cover from head to toe ,he love to wear half pant and t-shirt mostly Jersey . ' Once I asked him to give me a jersey shirt to let me wear it, he said that I don't play so, no need'. I'm short tempered, he was a cold hearted person.


       Marriage was so popular that year at the end of the December . We would go for singing class to the church to be in the choir .We both were tenors in choir we sat and sing together. One night in the mid of the time  I was shivering out of the cold winter in the church, there out of what? I questioned to myself .He offer me with his jacket that I feel it better warm yet on the other side he feels cold but he sacrifice for me that night. 


I got only two close friend actually I should say that but they were in the hostel preparing for the board exam. so I make a friend with him though he doesn't count it ,to every party we would be together possibly most of the time I run after him around as I was alone hmm! . At night we again go for night gathering to cheers up the newly married couples as King and Queen. My acting friend was also addicted to drugs especially tobacco products so I distract it with the raisins, when I have. Which my sister send to us,  from far away through Speed Post, his favorite and the most loved was the dry grapes. The other night too I sleep again with him in his room as we returned around in the middle of the night.


             When I sleep with friends I loved to hang my arms around their waist or stomach as I strech my hand around his stomach he stated


' Take it off your hands! it's very warm and I can't even breath.'


' Huh! you got lungs on the lower abdomen??'  I laughed solely for that .


The next day I heard from my siblings that he don't sleep well with me  he told to them ,Salah!! .The other time  I used to force myself to sleep as he doesn't want it to,we fight for that ,the results I won .He is a person who don't say anything about anything happen  in the day time but he let me know and understand it better in the night while I was wondering with him so,I loved it to be with him in the night.


I advised him that drinking alcohol is bad  as it degrade our memory power as we are students. One night I forced myself to drank it and I get drunk lying on his bed he couldn't send me out or anything else but let me sleep the night.


The Winter Night