PAIN

No one dies

From suicide

They all die from pain

There is so much pain,

When someone asks me

"if i am okay?"

Sometimes i keep the wall so high

Cause i want to see who can break them down

And not walk away

People say i am wrong

But you have not seen life from

My side,

Have you?

For once in my life

I just want to be good enough for everyone

So they don't let me go

Why should i always apologize?

When the crowd has made me this way

Everyone thinks that they know me

But they barely do

And it makes me sad

That i am hiding it from them

How much longer should i fake

My smile?

It hurts more than ever

But why me?

Why was it me?

What if life is just a dream and not reality?

What ever you do,

Just don't leave me behind

I don't want to be alone

I am mostly lonely

Because not everyone understands

The feeling of being left behind

And stabbed in the chest

I cannot deal with the pain

I am not a fighter

I am sorry, i am sorry, i am sorry

What more do you want me to say?

I just want to feel

Important to someone

Like they actually care

Everyone says love hurts

But do you know what hurts more than love?

- Loneliness

- Rejection

- Loveless

- Stabbed

- Pain

Its hurts so badly

That i keep it to myself

And make everyone else smile

And that's how i am

I don't want them to get hurt because of me