VICTIM

I was a lonely young girl

I used to hide my bruises

So no one could see my pain

I used to look in the mirror

And say, its alright

I always wished someone could hold me tight and wipe my tears

I had bruises in my private parts

Well no one noticed it

Cause i hid it well

They pushed it hard

Hard enough to make me cry and scream

All the bruises made by someone

I thought i loved

I knew one day that the scars would go

And the pain would slightly remain

But i also knew that the memories

would never fade away

I always thought, even now...

Was it my fault?

Did i bring this upon myself?

I should have asked for help

But now its too late

To do anything

No one believes me

They dont see the pain i am in

Because they see me smile

I tried to tell about it

To let them know

I went through hell

But i know the crowd would support them

In the end

And not me

I just want people to know

That i

Am the one to be blamed for

If i did not fall in love

This would have not happened

And the people who did it to me

Tried to make me understand this

For a very long time

And now only did i understand this

I am the victim of my own rape!