Rebirth

In my state of panic I scanned the room frantically expecting to find something that wasn't there. I took a deep breath before following with it a sigh of relief as I just flopped back into bed. I look up at the ceiling of the room trying to process trough that weird dream but it seemed to generate more questions than answers.

"Huh, It seems like it was all a dream. Maybe I am just fated to be weak?" I muttered to myself.

"You a are a bit stronger than you currently think. Furthermore your potential for growth is rather substantial." a soft gentle voice echoed out into my mind.

"Huh! Who is there?" I screamed as I frantically looked over the room again.

"I can't answer that question cause you have yet to name me goddess." exclaimed the same gentle voice once more.

"What do you mean? Why are you calling me goddess? Please not playing tricks on me!" I said rather defeated.

"Well goddess I am currently a manifestation of your influence trough your magic that sole purpose is to help you grow and evolve." replied the voice rather calmly.

"Wait your a manifestation of my magic?" I replied.

"Yes." exclaimed the voice without a hint of annoyance in their tone despite having to repeat themselves.

"Well does that mean your just a voice in my head?" I asked feeling as though i finally lost it after being stuck in isolation for so long.

"Not entirely true. I can currently communicate to you through your mind only but if you wish you could in the future have me exhibit a physical form to communicate with you versus my current form of this necklace around your neck."

"Huh! What necklace?" I exclaimed as I looked around my neck to find the necklace that was a gift from my mother hanging around my neck.

"Well it seems that although I never met her she still lingers deep within my heart." I thought to myself.

"Actually this item is essentially a magical focus that would allow you to focus your magical abilities and possibly gain a greater control of them."

"Interesting" I muttered finding this whole scenario to be rather unrealistic but at the same time I felt deep down that these words were true

"Fuck it! Insanity probably better than staying here slowly losing my mind waiting for someone that may never come. So how do I go about doing this? Also is there a way to give you a physical form cause talking to the void feels weird?" I asked.

"Well actually if you wish we can do both by unlocking your first evolution. Once you evolve you may choose to channel your surge of magical energy into forming a form for me to take though this necklace will still be a storage device or a home. I must warn you that giving me a physical form might alter my personality as I would be altered by your desires." replied the voice calmly despite the warning they issued.

"Okay. I apologize in advance if I cause you changes you are not comfortable with but I wish to undergo this evolution." I said still not believing this situation but still assuming it all was a fit of insanity from my solitude.

"Well place both hands on the necklace then imagine a wave of energy flowing from the extremities of your body into the necklace." said the calm voice. I followed those instructions as best as I could leading me to feel a warmth begin to build inside of me.

"Now please release the necklace so that it may insert itself inside of you." exclaimed the calming voice.

"Wait insert itself?" I thought to myself as I released the necklace. The answer to my question quickly came to me as in a quick motion the necklace floated out of grasp and then rammed its way into my lower lips causing me to scream in euphoric pleasure.