I HATE HER

In school, my friends started talking about Love. Suddenly he came into my mind. I couldn't concentrate in my studies. All I could do was to think about him. I missed him so much.

"EMI"

I got startled by teacher's sudden shouting.

"Yes,mam"

"Are you listening"

"Yes,mam. I surely am"

My friends looked at me suspiciously. Ofcourse because it's the first time I got dozed out in class. I tried to concentrate myself. But, I couldn't. I wanted to see him, feel him, talk to him. I wanted to know did he love me back, the way I do?

All Sundays in church I stared at him without him noticing and in other hand he seems not even bothering about my existence. He always chill with his friends and family. I'm nothing in front of him.

One year just passed like that. What I did was just to find his name "Robin Jacob".

It was December, Christmas Day, he looked handsome as always. The lights flashing on his face made him look more like an angel. I couldn't talk to him this whole year, but I wanna talk to him now. Atleast I wanna wish him Merry Christmas. I started walking towards him but in each step I was lacking my confidence.

"What will I start with? Happy Christmas mr. No no no why Mr?"

I was fighting with my mind, until I saw him hugging someone. A girl with white skin just like him. They were talking, smiling completely enjoying each other's company. I could feel my blood boiling. I wanted to beat her, grab her hair and push her to the floor hardly making her pretty face ruin.

Out of the blue, my friend tapped my shoulder and started teasing me.

"What's going on? Someone is jealous? Oh! you look so cute when you are jealous"

"Stop it Jake"

l angrily walked away from there.

I cried all night. I couldn't stand him hugging someone. My first love just goes like that?They hugging, talking, smiling all playing in mind made me crazy.

I hate it. I HATE HER..