Chapter 46: Little Of Hope

I woke up more tired than I went to bed last night, it seemed. I didn’t sleep well & I had trouble falling asleep and when I did, I had a lot of nightmares waking me up and then had troubles falling back asleep again.

I looked exactly how I was feeling; tired, vain and sad. I didn’t eat much, but only drank a big cup of tea and dragged me to work although I wasn’t feeling good today.

Everyone noticed my pale and shaggy appearance but didn’t comment on it including John and Saira and I was relieved because I didn’t have the strength to explain myself to anyone.

A few hours of work and then I went to the restroom to freshen up a bit but when I was exiting from it, a big, muscular arm wrapped around me from behind, pulling me into a big, solid body. I wanted to scream but I heard him saying: “Hello, dolcezza (honey)!” followed with a kiss on my cheek.