It was unfortunate that I couldn’t tell Amy about my date tonight, considering she would normally be the one to get me ready. She would do my outfit and makeup and tell me all the things I should and shouldn’t do.
At least, that’s how I always imagined my first date going. I never thought in a million years that I would be going on a date where I had to hide it from Amy. She knew everything about me in any other circumstance other than this one. A part of me wanted to come clean and tell her, but there’s a larger part that knows the reaction she would have. She did have first dibs on Sean, but technically, little to her knowledge, Sean chose me over her. Does that make this situation right or wrong? My brain pulled one way, but my heart pulled the other. Wasn’t it more of Sean’s issue than mine? After all, he’s the one who brought on this whole predicament.