They dressed up quickly for the today's special.
Guess...
BTS FAN MEETING๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ
Then they went to the location that BTS gave them. It was an office. They went into the office. At the entrance, JK was waiting for them. They straightly went towards him.
"Oh, we are sorry. Really really sorry. Did you wait for a long." Jeffrin apologized. "Aniyo(no). We just arrived here. Others went to the room, but I waited for you all because this place will be quite ordinary for girls like you." Jungkook explained. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
"Thank you very much." Jeffrin thanked. Lesso didn't shout this time because this wasn't her first time seeing ๐ Jimin and BTS.
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"Why are you still waiting. Today you can talk as all you want to talk. We specially chose this place because we can talk freely. No one will disturb us. PD Nim too promised to us that he will keep this place as a secret.๐คซ๐คซ๐คซHe can really do it, because he keeps lots of secrets with him and hide everything. He is like a father to us." Rm arrived that place.
"Oh my god. Gaja(let's go)." Jk rushed. "Hmm." Jeffrin waved her head.
Others didn't talk even one word. They followed Jk and Rm.
They entered to a room. It was very clean and pleasant. Also some bonsai plants were there. ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ There were a book shelf and a huge tv too. Also it had a sofa and some chairs.
The other BTS members were sitting on the sofa. Jk and Rm went near them and sat on the sofa.
"Come and have a sit." Jin invited. The girls went near the other sofa and sat on it. "Okay, then let's talk. You can tell anything." Rm explained.
"Okay" Ariana smiled. ๐๐ Jeffrin looked at Ariana with wondered eyes. Ariana avoided Jeffrins' eyes. "Please, introduce yourselves. Because only Rm and Jimin knows all of you except Brittany and Jeffrin." V asked. "Okay." Jeffrin introduced others.
"She is Lesso, next to her Vergiana ,Alexa then next to Brittany Tania, and next to me Ariana." Jeffrin explained. "Wow nice to meet you." Rm, Jin, Suga, Jhope, Jimin, V and Jk said.
"Okay, let's start then." They talked about Sri lanka๐ฑ๐ฐ and about their families, for few minutes.
When Lesso asked for a fansign from each of the membersย they gave. Lesso asked them to sign in 07 pages. In one page it contained all the 07 signs. Lesso tore 06 pages and gave them to her friends. Jin and V laughed when they saw it.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
"Girls, if you have something to tell. Just tell it. But only if you like." Rm suggested.๐๐๐
"We do have a lot. But we don't know how to start." Alexa explained. ๐ค๐ค๐ค
"Mmm, I will start then. But this time my start will be unpleasant because each an every word is true." Jeffrin explained. "It's okay." Others said.
"Okay then. I actually feel happy, jealous, sad, and also proud. I always need to say these words to my friends but I didn't have enough courage for that. But now I am going to tell it somehow with all of my courage." Jeffrin started to talk.
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"The one who is a real army will always be a real army. So when doing things so it for all your sake just don't do it for army's sake if it hurts. Do it only if you are enjoying. I don't know whether itย will be good at this time but I always dreamt about it.
Please. When BTS are suffering armys' too suffering. It hurts ua too. Actually now we felt quite happy for ourselves because we can cry when we wanted to cry.๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญBut you can't because million of people are watching at you. Some of them have high expectations about you. Also you can't do it because you all worry about others. Just like us. We sometimes hide our emotions because we think that it will hurt one of us. But someone of us definitely recognise it somehow. Then they help us to overcome it. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐When I felt alone I always think about my friends and my closest ones and also BTS and ARMY friends.๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ Sometimes I think about other k pop bands too. But specially BTS. Because the words you said, iconic lines of you, your smile, your face, and also your dances and choreographys makes us feel quite relax, when hard times comes.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ But we feel quite guilty now because we now realized that it's so hard to live as an idol. There are lots of people in the world who are suffering mentally and also physically.๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ For them BTS is like a medicine. โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐We always needed to make others happy and also smile.๐๐๐๐๐๐ But we couldnt.๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ But you all did it. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ That's why I said I feel quite jealous. But now we feel happy a lot. I have lots of other things to tell, but I have to give others a chance to talk." Jeffrin stopped talking.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
"What to say Jeffrin. There's nothing left to tell. But I think you talked for all of us. As you always do whenever you talk you rarely use I to talk. But this time you used I and we both. You spoke for all of us and also for yourself. I am so happy to talk with BTS like this." Tania talked.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
"But Jeffrin you forgot something. You stopped at now I feel happy. So I will continue from that because I know about you all a lot than any other do except us. Actually we learnt lots of things from BTS. We learntย to love ourselves ,โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธbear all the hard times and also believe in all the 07 of us. We also learnt how to overcome hardships together instead of trying alone.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
We learnt that being alone is not the wright thing to do whenever a problem arrives and also not to let any of us to be alone. But I did it.๐ช๐ช๐ช When I realized that they worried about me mire than I do, and they suffered with me and also they felt more sad than me I hate myself. But BTS told me not to do so. So Iย smiled and love myself."ย Ariana talked.z๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
"Now its my turn. I always learnt how to smile for others even though you can't do it from your whole heart. We learnt that a pretty smile can make ones day better and also ones mind happy. Also one kind word can make ones happy." Brittany stopped talking.๐๐๐๐๐
"Nothing to say. We always smiled fir each other because we know everyone deserve it. But now I worried about everything. Thank you BTS for helping me to change and also you told me how to love myself and you told us to be ourselves .โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ Thank you. Jeffrin I am sorry , I copied your words this time. You are the one who badly wanted to say this but I told it.I am sorry Jef. Sorry dear. Never mind about what you all think I don't care. But I don't know how to explain it." Lesso talked.
"Never mind." Vergiana replied. "Actually, I am sorry. There are lots of people who hates us in this world. ๐๐๐ But we never cared. Actually I feel guilty because I started with that. I told you to do things only if you are enjoying it. But we never got to do that. I am sorry for that. I usually change my words. But I always think twice before I talk. But after said it I feel uneasy. It makes me think that did my words make others hurt. So I always changed my words and apologized. Even though now too I feel like that. I am sorry." Jeffrin talked again. ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
"Actually your songs have meaningful lyrics. Some of them have a deep meaning. We always wonder how. You all are very talented. Nothing to say about it. Oh my god.๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ Even the dances and choreographys. They are the best. I really don't know how to explain it. You all can proudly say that 'We overcome all the hardships together to arrive this place now we are standing.' Now we are too happy because we got to met you all." Alexa talked..โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
"BTS are very funny. I watched BTS funny moments sometimes when I feel sad. We saw through vedios that they always had a good connection between each other just like a family. Everyone say so. No wonder that BTS leader got 148IQ. BTS can make others happy." Vergiana talked.๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
"We really really really admire BTS always. Sometimes they made best memories for us. They comforts us. They taught us lots of important things. Their songs are really really helpful for others. They are one of the heroes in armies life. We don't kniw how to explain it. Oh my god. Bts are the top artist in the world. Love you all. Forever an army." Jeffrin finished.๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ
They talked for a little more and then went away.
(On their way)
"I feel sad now." Jeffrin said. "Why?" Brittany asked. "I worried that we make them sad." Jeffrin replied. "No, didn't you see. They laughed at the end." Ariana joined. "But, we too laugh even when we are sad." Jeffrin explained. "But they laughed until their faces get red. No one can laugh that much if they are worrying. Even we can't." Brittany explained. Others accepted.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ
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BxS (Books x Secrets)