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It's been so long that Hashirama had visited the Naka riverside. He had been so busy planning his dream and handing his clan all these years that he barely had any leisure time to enjoy his youth. He'd thought that he forgot Yuki. He intended to keep things that way since he had a fiancee now. 

But after meeting her, he felt a strange attraction to her. He didn't know what to do with these feelings that he couldn't understand.

'I don't even know anything about her!'

He indeed thought Yuki was an attractive girl, much more than Mito, but he had no intention of offending the Uzumaki clan. Especially now that he needed their help in sealing the tailed beasts.

He will not act solely based on his feelings. Now that he is the Senju clan's leader he had way too many responsibilities on his shoulders, so he couldn't afford to get swept off by his feelings and act irrationally.

As he pondered more, she has some features similar to that of Uchiha's.

'By any chance... Could she be an Uchiha?'

'No way!'

Meeting one Uchiha by the riverside a few years ago was by chance. Almost like some kind of divine intervention. And it ended in such a sore note. 

Meeting another Uchiha, that too a female, in the same place is impossible. He knew that Uchiha females were well protected since they carried the bloodline. And from what he could gather, he came to know that the Riverside was declared prohibited by Tajima and no one in the Uchiha clan would go against his orders or else they would be deemed as traitors.

'She could not be an Uchiha.'

'I'm just overthinking.'

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(Location: Uchiha estate)

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She wrapped her arms around his neck, still cringing at the feel of him then closed her eyes, bringing her face up and connecting her lips to his.

It was slow. But only for a second. He sped things up, greedily forcing her lips to move.

She tried to pull away, but he grabbed her hips and pulled her against him. Guilt ripping through her as her lower half twitched at the feel of his toned body.

She closed her eyes, not wanting to look at his face. She couldn't shake the feeling that this was all wrong.

He looked at her as he kissed her, her eyes closed, a frown on her face and tears stained cheeks.

'Now you are afraid?'

'It's too late now...you made your choice.'

'There's no turning back.'

He didn't want her to get away from him. He despised the fact that she loved Hashirama.

A Senju.

His rival.

He knew she wasn't aware of his true identity. But that made it even worse. She fell for that person-The person he hated yet acknowledged. The person he could never be.

Hashirama was his polar opposite!

He cursed under his breath and halted his motions without thinking. He hated that Senju even more now.

He remembered the look in her eyes when he was in Hashirama's form. The love, the adoration. Then she looked at him, her brother, and it all vanished. Fear and sadness took over her eyes.

He shut his eyes and breathed through his mouth to lessen the pressure in his chest. 

'I will change this soon.'

She wouldn't keep loving him after she realizes the true identity of the man she fell for. She needs to realize that a Senju can only lie and deceive.

"You might need this." he handed her a white round pill and walked towards his bed. 

He sat with his legs apart while his eyes kept lingering on her.

"What is this?" she eyed him suspiciously.

Madara smirked ,"That...will aid you tonight."

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She could feel a throbbing pain in her chest. All her memories with her beloved brother flashed before her eyes. The same arms she felt most safe in now felt like a trap. The warm eyes that used to look at her so lovingly now looked so wild. Her eyes traced his face, trying to find any glimpse of the brother that she had in her memories.

She found none.

The memories she had of him...which she had protected and cherished all these years, were breaking.

'ah! aah!'

She could hear her moans mixed with his grunts and sounds of slapping flesh echoing. His strong arms holding her close to his body, kissing her so passionately.

She opened her eyes to look at his face once again, but she could see no face.

He had no face...It was all blur!

Then she saw it...red eyes staring into her soul with a wicked smile spreading across his face. He entered inside her with full thrust. She screamed and screamed till she lost her voice. Yuki felt her world falling apart as his face started forming right in front of her hazy eyes...

'Madara!'

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Author's Note

Okay. So I've already written the explicit scenes, but I'm still really hesitant of putting it out here. It's all sex and serves no function other than portraying the characters confusion and feelings.

To avoid anyone from getting triggered, I'll put those scenes as a separate chapter (after 2 chapters) with a warning notice as first thing on top— below the title so that people can skip those chapters.

(and btw, did you notice Yuki already had the dream/premonition of this incident back then in the cave?)

Aight, I'm out. Gotta sleep.