chapter 5
Marrie's pov
Its been a week since i woke up in the hospital and it's been a week too since he's gone... till now i still don't know what should I do and I'm thinking what if i couldn't raise our child in a good way? the way we want it. I thinking of that when i woke up in the morning like today, that knowing he's not the one i see when i woke up... it's hard to not cry and to not to be depressed when im so hurt, till when I'll be suffer like this?
Its a morning today and I woke up in a dry tears again because i cried, even if its already week when i got discharge in hospital I still can't accept the fact what happened to him, he's a good person, he never fight to anyone and he always there when im when i need someone and when i'm down, we were so happy having each other so why is this happened to us.
"sweetheart are you a wake?"
while i'm questioning myself i didn't felt that mom got inside my room, she's always like that after what happened to me and she always take care of me now because she doesn't what me to be sad and she doesn't want to be affected because what happened and she always their when i need her like when i need someone's shoulder to cry with, she's their when i'm crying every night and she always give what i crave and my baby want.
" yes mom just wait a minute"
"ok sweetheart just go down to the dining area to eat you breakfast"
"ok mom i will"
"ok then i will just wait you there"
after she said that she go out to my room and while me i'm start fixing myself and do my routine every day . After I'll finished my routine i go out to my room and go down stair and went to the dinning area. when i got there the food is already there in the table and i see mom there sitting and eating already .
"ohh you already here sweetheart ,sit down and let's eat for sure your baby is already hungry haha"
" i thinks so too mom haha"
i sit down after what i said and i start scooping a food for me and for my baby. while we were eating and talking dad got down in stair and came in here in dinning area so mom and i stop talking and mom looked at him but i didn't took a glance of him i'm still mad at him because of what happened last week ago 'how can he be so rude to him? To my husband , he's a sweet husband and he's a caring husband how can dad say something to me like that' he really love his money and it so shit.
Dad take a looked at me like he's waiting to what i say.
"you can' t even say goodmorning to me young lady"
He said and sit down but i didn't respond to he said i just continue eating my food.
"hey im talking to you!!"
He shout at me and slam the table but still i didn't respond to him, how dare him to ask me to talk to him nicely but he can't even respect me and my husband's death.
"why would i say good morning to u when i seeing you makes my day shit"
As i said and looked at him in a cold way . He's asking why i didn't say good morning to him? , what the heck why would i greet someone like him when he didn't even know how to greet me.
"what did you say??! "
" your not deaf dad you heard what i saying"
"your ungrateful daughter!! How dare you to say that to me!!?"
"then how dare you to ask me to greet you when you don't even know how to greet your daughter "
"how can i greet someone like you who can't even respect her father!!!?"
" hon don't shout at her, she's pregnant"
" its ok mom let him be, he's always like that he never think us he just think and lovr his money"
after i said that to mom i wipe my mouth and i stand up leave the dinning area but before i leave i heard what dad what he said to me .
"how dare you to just leave like that not even apologizing to me young lady!!? YOU WANT TO LEAVE??!! THEN GO LEAVE THIS HOUSE AND DON'T COMEBACK HERE ANYMORE BECAUSE I DON'T NEED SOMEONE LIKE YOU WHO CAN'T RESPECT ME YOUR FATHER AND FROM NOW ON..YOURE OUT OF THIS FAMILY AND FROM NOW ON YOUR NOT MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE!!!!"
" the feeling is mutual dad opps i mean Mr. Winston after all im not really part of this family anymore because since then when i leave in this house before i dont have a family already and having a father like you who so love his money than his family makes me sick"
after i said that to him i leave them their in the dinning area and i go up stair and go to my room. when i got inside of my room i take my luggage out and i go to my closet and take all my clothes their and put in the luggage. Ater i put all my clothes and important stuffs i close my luggage and i go out to my room and go down stair.
When i get down already i saw mom in the door looking at me like saying please don't leave, i near her and hug her.
"please sweetheart don't leave "
"mom i need to for the sake of your grandchild, because staying here with dad in same roof will only makes me stress"
"but sweetheart i can't afford to lose you"
"mom you didn't lose me ok? Its just that its time for me to build my family"
"sweetheart please don't leave"
"mom im not a kid anymore im adult now and soon to be a mother so i need to build and be strong mother like you mom"
"but you can be like that here with me sweetheart"
"mom i can't be strong if im with you, i need to do this in my way ok?"
"bu---"
"no buts now mom and i promise i will be back ok"
"ok fine i can't change your decision i just support you then"
"thanks mom"
After i said that i tooked my luggage and get outside of the house.
While im walking out of the house im start crying because even if we've fight with my father he's still my father i still have he's blood running to vein.
When i got out of the gate i call a taxi and get inside of taxi.
"in airport please"
"ok maam"
The driver said and start driving the car. After an hour i arrive here in the airport so a get out of the taxi and take my luggage and pay the taxi driver.
I looked the airport and saying that this is it, move on to the past and welcome the new life you will have. I start walking to get inside of the airport but when i almost go inside i accidentally bump a guy so i out balance at first i thought i will going to fall but unfortunately the guy i bump grab me and support me so that i will not fall.
"sorry miss didn't mean ti bump you"
"its ok i should be the one apologizing to because im the one who bump you"
"tss please next time watch your step"
He said then walk first and leave me here speachless, what the...?? at first i thought he's a gentleman guy but he's a cold person and a jerk who are not really gentleman. Tss people in this days.
After that incident im already here inside of the plane and waiting to fly.
I hold my tummy and saying in my mind can i raise our baby xander? can i be good mother like what your saying to me? I hope i can..
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