The Truth

Here I am.

Before I got off my motor, I adjusted myself.

JYSZ BUILDING

I blew air to get rid of my nervousness, then I walked into the building.

"Sir Yu-Yuhan?" The guard said, he couldn't believe he saw me

"Yes," I replied then that he had already passed

"Welcome back sir." He was still chasing

After five years of my absence here. Nothing has changed. What I left is still what I came to.

It's just like your feelings.

Shut up !.

All the staff I pass greet me. I do the same to them. There is new staff as well.

I got on the elevator, I didn't have anyone with me, the door of the elevator was about to close when someone chased me so it opened again.

My eyes widened.

It's that her ?.

"Good morning sir." she greeted

I'm wondering because she didn't know me? Or maybe she just looks like it ?.

"Then you are?"

"Krishana sir." She said

I was just shaken because of her answer. It wasn't her.

I feel like she's a staff of the designer. We can see it in her uniform.

When I arrived at my office, I still couldn't get that woman out of my brain. Is she playing with me again ?.

"Finally you're here!" I jumped in a panic because of the speaker.

"Su-Suho?" I said

The evil looks at me.

"How dare you!" He exclaimed

He knew what he meant. Because he didn't want it.

"Bro relax I'm already here oh" I replied in case he just shook my hand

"Explain!"

"Huh?"

He looked up at me seriously.

What? explain? For what ?.

"Ha? Do you think I'm happy with this fucking shit huh ?!"

I told ya.

Part of Suho. He doesn't like the job that isn't reserved for him.

"You know the reason, don't you?"

"I know that Yuhan! But I need more explanation to you right now!"

I feel like he interrogates me in what he is doing.

"I'll give you 2 minutes."

"What? Seriously Suho? Me?" I still teach myself

"Tik Tak tik tak!" He said with a wave of his hand.

"Okay fine. I can't explain everything within 2 minutes. But the truth is, Yes I left because of her? Happy now?"

"More I'm not satisfied with that!"

"The fvck Suho.I'm here now then leave."

"Hahahahaha."

That annoys you and then you suddenly laugh.

"You know what Yuhan. I think you're not moving on I felt it. Bye, big brother."

I just threw the bag I was holding at him.

"By the way. I'm just sitting there for a while and then I saw you." He smiled in response

"Get out!"

I dropped my body on my chair. I still thought my day was good but Suho started my day. Annoying !.

I was even more frustrated because of what I saw on my table. Three piles of papers.What the hell !.

I immediately called my assistant.

"Hello ... Come here to the office right away."

Where do I start or should I say how do I start. Seriously? This is where I will end up is it punishment for me.

"Yes sir?"

"You again?" When I raised my head I saw her again

She just smiled.

"Yes, sir I'm your Assistant Krishana at your service sir." She replied cheerfully

I feel like I lost my annoyance when I saw those smiles.

"Okay. Then what is this?" I replied while pointing to the papers on my table.

"Sir according to our president they need your signature about that papers sir before we submit them to our partner company."

I just caressed my face because of what she said. They were waiting for me, only someone else can give authorization !.

"Okay.Thanks."

I said then I started reading the papers one by one and then signed them. I already had four signatures to notice if she hadn't left yet.

"Yes?" I asked when I saw her staring at me.

"Ahm. Maybe you want help, sir?" She asked

I want to ask her if she's the one I saw at Ian's bar the other night? In case what else does she think when I ask her.

"It's okay. I'm fine thank you." I replied then refocused my attention on what I was doing.

I hope I don't come back if I am punished like this. I should have just accepted the job offered to me in London to manage the corporation that is a famous designer in London.

No, when you look at it, you can't escape it like it's your destiny.

I didn't know what time it was before I finished a pile of papers. And that's when I felt hungry when I looked at the clock at 2:01 pm. I was so overwhelmed that I lost time to eat at the right time.

I just took my wallet and then my phone before leaving my office.

The restaurant here is just on the ground in the building. But I don't bet there to eat, I'd rather eat somewhere else to refresh my brain. I'm feeling tired right away just because of those papers.

I just crossed to the other corner. To eat there, I won't go far. I went straight to the Starbucks counter.

I noticed that the counter lady was still the same as before.

"Likewise please," I said raising her head. Her eyes widened when she saw me

"Sir Yu-Yuhan is that you?" Unbelievably she said, she even blinked to make sure it was me.

Am I too handsome to be recognized immediately?

"Yes."

"Wooh. You've been gone for a while, haven't you?"

"Yeah."

My sparing answer is, how can I be so hungry, and then I'm dizzy from hunger.

"Are you all right?" She asked

"Just serve my food, thank you," I replied then went to the double seat at the end.

"Okay, sir."

I just close my eyes to feel when my stomach is rumbling.

While I wait for my food. Something new here has been arranged.

Last time because I suggested their design here to attract their customers when they go here, they will not forget and they will come back.

I hope that's all right? When you love once, you can be loved back.

Hey! That's why you can't move on because you can't get out of that situation.

When they are told if they are right in the suspicion? Do they blame me? Because at that time it was hard to forget the person you loved so much even though you shouldn't.

What's even more painful there. Your brother is your rival. No, you're a rival because he's the first.

"The depth of your thinking ah"

I turned to her

"It's me again."

My order arrived later.

Instead of noticing the person next to me, I just focused on my food. Maybe later I'll faint here when I haven't eaten yet, my good looks will be even more confused.

"What?" I asked her without taking her eyes off me

"You're the one they're referring to."

"Huh?"

"No. I'll go first, sir."

What? She just sat next to me to say that? W-What that's mean !.

Tsk !.

It seems like what I see now is different than what I saw. Oh, isn't it my trouble? It's just hunger so I just ate first.

30 minutes maybe I stayed at starbucks before I went back to the building.

As I walk.

"When do you plan to hide?" I stopped because of that question

"What do you think?"

"You're not a child to find out the answers to your questions."

"Don't.Problem solve."

"Is that what you learned when you left you think?"

"What's your problem?"

It's like I'm facing someone else now. He's not the same person he was five years ago.

"We'll talk some more." He said as he answered his phone.

That's why I don't want you to say that I'm here because this is what I'm going to hear. What is their problem? They don't really care if they feel why they need to question why I left? Don't I have the right to do what I want if it happens in my life?..

If they think I'm the only one who comes first. Maybe that's it? ..

I just finished the papers on my table instead of thinking about what Jin said.

I'm sure he won't allow me to just leave to move to another company. Probably who wants to move, right? Your position here is already good and then you suddenly leave. It's time for a lot of piles. work that you will get.

Since I can't get through anymore, I'm sure Suho and Jin said that I'm here with our parents probably.

I just focused on what I was doing when my door suddenly opened. I didn't even look at it, it looked like the assistant had entered.

"Just assume you brought it to the table" I replied without even looking at her.

A few minutes later she hadn't even landed the papers.

"Say just put it down .... Oh Jin it's you." When I lifted up, I didn't see my assistant but Jin who was looking at me seriously.

He didn't speak, he just sat on my sofa. I was just looking at him. He shouldn't hear anything from me.

"I thought you were still in london?"

"It's good you thought of going home where you belong." I stopped what I was doing because of what he said.

"What do you want to convey?"

"Should I answer that Yuhan?"

"Ah. Are you angry because I left my job?"

"Exactly? What's the point of you leaving? For yourself? You didn't even think about the ones you left here?"

This is the first time Jin and I will answer.

"There's no problem, is there?"

"That's what you know there's no problem? So you left to escape your problem? That's your problem Yuhan you're only thinking of yourself!"

"What do you want me to do? Let me hurt myself? Is that what you want to happen? Or maybe you want me to kidnap your wife..Oh Congratulations."

"E. You're stupid. Is that what you learned when you left?"

I didn't even realize that he had approached me and punched me !.

"Do you think with that blow he can replace the pain here?" I replied while pointing to my chest

"At least sometimes Jin you haven't heard from me. At least once! I let you go. What should I do?"

I shouted at him. As I held my lip that was bleeding because he punched me.

"Don't pass your responsibility on to others. You don't have to leave to escape your trouble!"

"Do you think it's that easy? You don't know how much I'm hurt? You don't know Jin because you haven't felt this way before! So don't question how I feel or what my decision is!"

"You'll stay here !."

He said then left my office.

"Damm!"

I lost my appetite to finish the papers on the table, I took my belongings and left my office.

"Sir where are you going?" My assistant said but she ignored me and I just kept walking until I got on the elevator and got out of the building. I went where I would lose my badtrip.

Even if you avoid the past, it will come back and come back to you.

Is that how I play with destiny? It's always like this? He always crushes me? What does he want? Hurt me over and over !.

What did he think of me rock? No feeling even stepping on me !.

What do they know about how I feel? Nothing right? Nothing!

Fast if my motor is running.

At this time my heart is breaking again. At this time nothing has changed Yuhan who was hurt the first time and the second time who was hurt. It seems like I feel even more pain now because no one can understand what I feel. .

If I don't leave, will I be able to face and see him every day while my heart is breaking? While they are happy while I am here, it is like a pepper that has been crushed. It will never be formed again.

If they think I'm only thinking of myself? They're mistaken because I didn't leave for myself, I also left to work.

Maybe that's really what they knew.

At that point.I'm the only one they know I'm thinking !.