I like to grow attached to things
When I grow attached to anything, I fall in love
And when someone falls, it is one of the most wonderful feelings you could ever feel
Then shortly, well eventually you will have to start learning how to love
And love is wonderful because it can be shown and received in many different ways
But like all living things in this world that God has made, it doesn't last
And that's where the hard part comes
You then start to learn, how to let go
That is where I struggle on
It hurts
It hurts so much that when I think I start to tear up, and I don't know why
Even after all these years, I have still yet to learn how to let go
Which has all lead to gain a new fear… love
Love is so frightening because the thing or person that you so dearly cling on has to eventually move on
So why do we still choose to go on like this
It hurts so so bad
However, I still love it for how it was made and how it has made me feel
And to me, that fear then evolved into a hidden gem called beauty
And when it becomes beautiful and you've realized that beyond its beauty there is also freedom and joy, that is when you learn how to let go
But don't mistake me, just because I've learned to let it go doesn't mean that I've moved on however that also doesn't mean that letting go is a step to moving on
Eventually, it evolves to a happy memory that deserves every ounce of respect to be free
Free of its shackles tying it down to earth and tying it down to you
And for that to happen you have to move on
And when you move on you can now breathe, breathe air of the living
And what thing or person that you have shackled to is now released, it is then breathing air of eternal life and honoring eternal memory