Her (2)/Chest: Immortal Love

In a world full of things that either surprise you or make you bored

I see everything but you

All the love I crave, all but gone with everything I care about

There's nothing and no one that could have completed me but you

I would have left my heart in your care but you're not here anymore

Maybe you took my heart

Maybe you have left it somewhere safe when you left

Maybe you just tore it to pieces and made it stay inside me

All broken and hurt

Like a wounded animal, crying and moaning, just wanting to rest and die

I crave for you

I started to

But there is no more you in this world I continue to breathe in

Where I continue to feed and fill my hunger

But there is no you I see

No you I feel

No you that can satisfy my craving, my hunger, my thirst, my life

My endless life that maybe the ruler of heaven and everything has cursed me

Was it for my sins?

Was it?

Was my birth an abomination to the heavens somewhere?

Was my creation unwanted that much that all the love I just wanted to be given was taken away from me?

Chances are for no one

Chances are lies

Chances are deceptions

I walk this world, ever moving, ever changing

And yet I blame the heavens, I blame my birth, I blame the allowed chance I was ever created

But in the end, I am wrong, the wrong creation

And then everyone was taken

You're not here anymore

No matter how much I search, even the heavens cannot give me you

You, I crave for

I miss you

©️02.14.2021