After school thing

Like everyday after school we who lived near each other would always go to home through one route. From our bus station till my home it's like 10 minutes walking distance. In between there is a church which have a very big ground. This church is so much dear to me since it's the only place where many childhood memories were made. We came back to home through the church route. Before going to home we were like always talk there in group. It's kind of like our kind of place. So one day we have like most of the girls gathered around at the ground and talking about girl stuffs. Then suddenly Stella asked us all to confess about our crush or the guy that we like. Before anyone could tell she announced that Jasper was someone that she liked and so not to like him. We all were like most of us girls would had told Jasper's name since he was the one popular guy around but she told us not to like him. I also kind of knew that Jasper and Stella were always flirting with each other. So everyone was telling about their crush who were like names still unknown to me. Now that was my turn to confess and to my my surprise, I told them I had a huge crush on Nathan. Nathan was the senior shy guy who was class monitor with me. Everyone really believed that. They were like so happy for me and told me that they all were kind of shipping me and Nathan. I felt bad that I lied and also brought innocent Nathan into this but I got no choice. I was though I liked Jasper very much but my chances of him liking me was very low. I know his high standards and types of girl he likes. I was never that girl he would ever liked ever that I believed till to this day.