Training

First person...

Why did I say that? I'm so stupid. I needed to distract myself with something. I checked my PR 15. I got it but at what cost? I don't even deserve this kind of power. Something's different. Why did my eyes leak blood? I suddenly felt a chilling feeling it spread throughout my entire body. Something definitely felt different. My eyes didn't feel like they used to. They felt like my right hand now not my dominant left hand. I activated my power.

KSHHHHH my cast turned to dust. "WHAT THE!" This is totally uncalled for! I still don't know what my power is! What the! What's going on? You can't just switch powers like that! My limbs flailed all over the place sprawling myself out on the bed. I looked at my skin still pink and in a lot of pain. "AAAAGH!" I screamed. So m- much pa-

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The sun showed through my eyelid as my eyes fluttered open. "BLAARGH" I threw up more black goo. Damn it! I used my arms to push myself up. Hey, I can move again! Everything felt gray. I know I don't deserve to wake up another today. Isn't that a horrible thought? I don't deserve to wake up another day. I'm weak. I'm useless. I'm a murderer. I murdered the best people in my life, not my closest friends. But the best people. The people who would help others more than someone like me.

I can move again. Unlike the good people, I failed. "Are you feeling better now?" Mom said, looking at me. The sun showed directly through the sides of my hair, reflecting off of my eyes. "No. I'm not." "Here's breakfast." She put the food on my study desk. "I'm not hungry." I am hungry. I just can't eat. "You have to eat something." She said, coming closer to me with the plate and her utensil in hand.

I backed up more and more than she came closer to me. "NO! Leave me alone!" KSHHH My bed fell apart. "Your bed." "Just leave me alone!!" I yelled at her. I shouldn't have done that. She just kept getting closer. I told her to leave me alone. I told her.

She walked in a gave me a hug. My power won't turn off. "No… mom stop! STOP!" She let go of me. She passed out. My ability tears apart the building blocks of matter. Atomization. Her insides were on the verge of splitting apart. "All I ever do is hurt every good person I come across. I'm good at hurting people. ah, that's horrible." I quickly tried grabbing her but she was to heavy I currently can't carry her. What do I do? What do I do?

You're so fucking stupid. So stupid. So stupid! I grabbed Mom's collar and slowly dragged her to the nearest tablet. I grabbed it. "Help! My mom is severely injured help!" "Excuse me, ma'am. Give me your address." "Um «⁃⁃⁓⦂ Selain manor." "There will be an ambulance on their way immediately." "Please hurry." She hung up I collapsed on the floor. "What do I do mom?"

"What do I do?" I know they probably won't be able to help my mom. With the limits on healing like I've seen they won't be able to fix destabilized atoms. WEE OOO WEEE OOO The ambulance! I smiled. They can fix her! They stormed into the house. "Over here!" I yelled as loud as I possibly could. They were in blue and yellow jackets. "We'll take it from here on out." The beefy man said rushing her limp body out. I should kill myself. Mom, no... I don't get to call her that Amelia will hate me so will dad. Wait mom is pregnant. Mom is pregnant. Mom is pregnant. I'm a murderer. I walked to the kitchen. I shook my head with my hands. Then passed out.

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"KUUHH" I woke with a large breath of air. "Why did you do that?" Brian said next to my bed, crying. Why is he here I'm supposed to be dead? "You're awake!" I should've jumped from a roof. It would've made it a lot harder for me to get healed. "Why am I alive?" I said to ihm. He looked up with bloodshot eyes. "Why?" "Because you were healed," Brian said, looking relieved.

"I wanted to die why didn't they leave me?" I said quietly. "You attempted suicide? Why? Are you stupid? Did you want to die? Why? to leave me your mom, all of those people that love you?" I looked at him. "Nobody should love me."

A doctor opened the door. He was really tall, like 6'5 really curly hair. He had caramel-colored skin and had brown eyes. "Hello, my name is doctor Dan. I'm going to be taking care of you today." "" I looked away. "I'll take that as a yes, well all I can do for you is give you psychedelics." I sighed. "Of course." I got up and went on my way, stumbling as I stood up. "Why are you walking around like this?" Brian yelled at me. I ignored him and kept on my way.

When I was asked where I was going, I told the nurse I didn't know where my mom is. She kindly gave me instructions. I arrived at mom's room. She wasn't awake. I broke down. It seems like I'm crying a lot these days. "I told you to stay back!" I stayed there for hours. A strong presence approached me. There was only one person with this kind of aura. "The child it's not dead. The doctors saved it before it died." "I guess, but…"

"You know if you truly think you're useless then I can train you."

How did he know exactly what I was thinking? "I've had a lot more losses than you have kid." I turned around. "Will you actually train me?" I looked up. It looked like a new hope. "Well, I'm taking some years of vacation. I guess it wouldn't be bad to have something to do in the meantime." He outstretched his hand to me. I took the hand, and he lifted me up.

"Ooh but first if you're going to be my apprentice you can't be." He waved his hand around my whole body frantically. Ryhem disappeared. He instantly reappeared. Or he was going to fast for me to see. He had some clothes in his hand blue and white.

He clapped twice. "Chop! Chop!" I rushed towards the bathroom. A short skirt that went down half of my thighs. The top piece had long sleeves with roses embroidered into royal blue. And I knew it was coming. I have to wear a bra. And finally a fresh change of underwear.

I finished changing and walked out of the bathroom. "Also all of that depression face is going to have to go!" He touched my face I felt much more energetic, even more so than my new body made me feel when I first got it.

He looked up and down on me. "Ok good!" Brian rolled over to this room finally. "And you frowny face." Ryhem touched him too. Suddenly, Brian got out of his wheelchair and his face looked renewed. "Why didn't you do that earlier?" He asked with a questioning face.

Ryhem ignored his question. He grabbed both of us. . "Hey why can't I hear anything?" "Give it a minute.' *CCCCRACKKKKKSHHROOOOOOOOOOOM delayed sound a sign that we were moving faster than the speed of sound. We were in a stunningly beautiful forest. It gave me goosebumps as it felt like the pressure of 1000 suns descended upon me.

"You're feeling the effect of Sin-ranked beasts." "Wait a sin-rank beast!? That's only supposed to be on the very outskirts of the continent!" (A scale for the continent think of it as North America Africa and North-America connected like an unmatching jigsaw piece) Brian said in surprise after puking.

"Uhh where do you think we are? Because we sure as hell are not in Ljos anymore." I got off of my knees and started crawling so did Brian. "This is the first part of your training. If you can find your way to my, house, no that's not accurate my, temple then I'll give both of you you're first beast core."