isaiah_809

Fantasy with some romance later on, but mostly action 

Rosa Willheimer has had a terrible life of hardship and abuse. But eventually, she dies of an unexpected betrayal and is reincarnated into a world with superpowers, strange gods, and a system of not good or evil but weak or strong. Will she live a better life in a better world? Or a worse life in an even worse world? 

Watch as a mistrusting person grows into someone of great strength and importance as she goes through tribulations and tragedies no one could ever stand.
 Where does she want to go? What path will she go down? One surely not of peace and kindness, but blood and war.



This book is in the first person, mostly. And does switch perspectives.

A Better Life In a better World

I got prescribed some light anti-depressants and left


I felt drowsy and lied on my bed to go to sleep again. But I woke up as soon as I went to sleep. Getting up, I finally felt productive. I did someone-arm pushups. And did four hundred before I hit my limit?


Getting up, I ran around the school. It was completely empty. Only the hospital staff, the cafeteria staff, and the therapist were there right now. I went to the cafeteria and asked for some food. "Pancakes waffles, eggs, and bacon, please." The nice, young, blue-haired lunch lady nodded with a smile and got to work on it. I was smiling, nodding along to the background music playing through the speakers.


She handed me my plate. "I notice that you always come in here with a frown on your face. You look much prettier with a smile on your face. "Uh thank you."


Leaving towards the table. I had a crippling feeling of sadness and almost dropped my plate, but I caught it and I was happy again. But a tear walked down my face. "ooh where did that come from?" Walking to a table I ate alone by vibing to the music and eating food.


After finishing my food, I went jogging around the school again to get some fresh air. Humming along to a random rhythm in my head, I was bored suddenly. But still happy.


My arm gave me random shocks of pain and still hurt but it was all ok. I pulled out my phone and called great-pa. "Hi!" I said as soon as he picked up. "Hello, Sapphire! How are you doing?" "Great, how are you??" "Just enjoying my days of temporary retirement with my beautiful and youthful wife."


I snickered. "So tell me how you've been doing there?" "Good, I got kicked out of the Exams sadly, but that's fine," I said, blowing off my situation with the battle royale. "Oh, why is that?"


After catching him up, he sighed. "Do you want more restraint training? I realize I didn't teach that." "No, I don't need any restraint training." "Okay, but something seems off about you… You seem more detached and less moody."


"I'm on my anti-depressant meds right now." "Cool, make sure you don't overdo it. I've had that experience before. It is not fun. At all." "Okay, great-pa, don't worry about it." "And also if your doctor told you to take the anti-depressant meds every day, just don't get detached from yourself and reality."


I nodded. "It was nice talking to you, great-pa." "You too." Going back inside, I turned on the tv and watched it. I saw a murder on tv. I felt nothing except the perpetual wait. Is this happiness?


Wait back up. I don't like the way this makes me feel. I don't like these meds. I should be feeling a feeling of sadness or at least something. Some something's wrong. I need something to do.


I'll just go to sleep. Sleep,. I tucked myself into the bed and slept as fast as I could. I fell asleep as the meds wore off.


Waking up, I didn't take the meds again. That was such a weird feeling I don't like the way those made me. feel maybe I should get some that are less strong. But then again, those Meds still let my sadness slip through at times, so are they not strong enough or too strong? You know? What I just won't take them when I'm feeling semi-fine and not having a depressive episode.


I'll get the order in for the rest of my armor tomorrow


Anti depressants