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I shook it then threw it giving up. It stopped mid-air and just floated there so irritating how do I even unlock something like that? I opened my eyes and found myself to be sitting in the rain alongside around thirty others that were still meditating, not wanting to disturb them. I continued meditating.

I ignored the locked part of my PR and focused on the part that was cooperating. Finally, I had some time to think about myself. After all the things that I've been through, leaving them all behind is one of the worst feelings ever yet. That was the right thing to do.

Worrying about that is pointless. I guess it's already done and over with hence I have no actual reason to spend hours or even days worth just worrying about what I've already done. But the real question is, should I talk to them? Any of them? Or has it not been long enough? I hope they can forgive me.

Why should they forgive me? I'm their friend, but what have I done for them? They've all given me all the love they could through hard times, happy times, and sad times. And what have I done? Sat there and just accepted with no giving back. I don't deserve them.

So I should just push them away because they deserve better and I know it. I stopped meditating and grabbed my phone. I opened up my contacts and texted Theo. He replied. I got up and walked into the building to my dorm room. The sergeant t had left us at this. Point. It was a free period, I'm guessing.

I climbed up on my bunk and called him. "Yo, how're you doing?" Theo texted, Anything good going on? "Nah, not really. Why do you ask?" I responded. "I know you have a boyfriend, but do you want to get ice cream with me anytime?"

"I'm single." "Oh, fr?" "What happened?" He asked. "Just some disagreements." "And also I'm down, but it'll be awhile before I can hang out or anything else," I told him. "Oh, that's cool. Tell me when you're free k?" "Sure." I responded with a thumbs-up emoji." "So, how's your day going? Mine hasn't been going so well and I'd like to know if at least somebody's having a good day."

I asked. "Well, it's been going good. I made a couple of hundred bucks and I am currently out with some of my boys right now." He texted responding fastly. "Don't let me pause your day with your friends. Go hang with them."

Theo right now…

"Let's GOOO!!!!!!" I yelled, celebrating with my friend's high fives everywhere. "This is your chance!" "Hell no, Jackson!" "I need to know her better first! What if she thinks I'm weird because I ask her out too early?" "Ooh, you're right."

"Playboy Parker!" Playboy was playing an arcade game. Playboy is called playboy because, well, he's a playboy. He has pretty excellent features, but he has some kind of feminine features and cut his hair sort of short because of that.

"What!" He turned around green eyes mixed with grey equally a small nose, gentle skin without a single blemish small nose, and cherry red lips. "Theo over here is having a hard time picking up a rich girl completely out of his league. Advice?" Playboy walked over and looked me right in the eyes with a charismatic smile.

He paused for a second and wiped his hands on the gray sweater he had on. He also had khakis and a black belt on. "Talk to her subtly. No powerful moves to get to know her. Get to equal standing with her. Once you both have a solid understanding of each other, then maybe you can ask her to be your girlfriend stay in the friend zone. For now, I recommend the long game."

And therefore we call him Playboy parker. He automatically analyzes a girl from far away and strategies. "Dammit, Playboy, you're so odd, yet so good at what you do," I said, turning to him. He looked at my phone. "Dammit Theo, what's wrong with you? Don't leave her on read ever!"

"Chill," I responded calmly. "No chill. She's probably wondering why you haven't responded yet." "It's been ten minutes. Chill out." "I could have a date going with ten girls in ten minutes."

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"Chill out, bro." They all backed up and continued doing their own thing. "Cool." She was typing for a while. She probably paused mid-type. "Sorry Theo, I got to go. I'll text you later." "Sure. Bye." I dropped my phone in my pocket.

"Playboy, let's play around." "Remember my saying 1 girl, two girls, drop one new one." He said, intensely focused on his game. "Are you saying I should talk to two girls at the same time?" "Yeah, has always worked out for me." "I cannot wait to talk to your future wife. She'll be so surprised at the attitude you have right now."

Jackson said, leaning back in his chair. "Shut up Jackson, if I've got a playboy mindset, you've got a storm of a mindset." "Bruh, just cus' I'm random all the time doesn't mean my mind looks like a storm. "Somehow I doubt that," Micheal said turning around and sitting backward in his chair.

"Yeah, whatever guys."

I rolled my eyes.

Tenner…

I still don't know what Sapphire is up and left about. Nobody's seen her for days and I'm getting very. Worried her. just disappeared suddenly. She knew she was, going so what's going on now? Hopefully, she's okay.

But I just wish she'd given us a better explanation she didn't look too happy about wherever she was going she looked pretty not pretty but disheartened about what was going on and that's something that you don't see from Sapphire often she had a look on her face that said. "I give up."

Very odd. She never gives up.

Odd. Where did she go?