Some strange feelings,,,

"Ah.. Hanna? She really came ?!" said Jae.

"Jae! Where are you?Are you okay? Sorry,I didn't want to come but .. anyway Jae!" said Hanna.

"That girl! Why did she come?" murmured Jae. "I'm here."replied he in a low voice. knock..knock ..

"Come in", said Jae. Hanna smiled a little bit by seeing his kittens. His kittens were looking at him and he was lying on the bed. "Why are lying like that?Are you sick? What happened to you? Tell me."asked Hanna. "If you stop talking then I guess I'll be able to speak."replied Jae with annoyed look. "Oh, sorry. Tell me."said Hanna.

"Well, I think I got a facture in my leg. It's hurting so much. Due to a little accident I got hurt." replied Jae. "ACCIDENT?!How? Let's go to the hospital!" said Hanna anxiously. "It's bit embarrassing story and I can't go to the hospital now. Tell me what do you want?" asked Jae. "I was just curious if you were fine and I brought some pastries for you. As I really wanted you to taste it.My sister made them ." replied Hanna.

"Why? I'm not your friend." said Jae.

"I Know but we are classmates. Everyone in my class have tasted it." replied Hanna.

" But I told you,I don't want to be your friend. Then why? Isn't it strange? Do you want something for me? And take this back , it'll make me uncomfortable." said Jae.

"Well, now after your this extremely rude behavior I want to leave but I really can't. I know you are feeling uncomfortable but bear me for some hours. And yes ,I want something but you can't give me that now I guess." said Hanna .

"What do you mean?" asked Jae.

"Eat this , I'll bring medicines for you. Don't worry I'm not buying with my money,you can pay me later. And,even if you're feeling, irritated,uncomfortable, annoyed because of someone;you shouldn't avoid them when you really need help. Just like how you asked me to come in. Jae Park ,try to lean on someone else. Sometimes getting help from others a little bit is not that much bad thing." replied Hanna and went outside.

Jae was startled for some moments and opened the pastry box. There were different kinds of pastries. Those were looking so tasty even Jae couldn't resist himself because pastry is his favorite food and he was extremely hungry.

"Was I too rude to her?" said Jae while eating.

Sometimes it becomes hard to express what we are really thinking. It becomes hard to say ;Hey,I am sad,I really am....It becomes hard to express little things ;it becomes hard to seek help; it becomes hard to say, don't leave me now. I am totally broken inside. I am in a lot of pain ,it feels like my heart is going to brust. I am depressed now,so please don't go!Stay by my side. But there is always someone who understands everything by only gazing at us for a moment.. He or she doesn't really need any kinds of hints.They just don't let us go....

Every human needs someone to lean on ... Every one needs someone special to share his emotions,struggles, anxieties and feelings. He can get rid of his burdens by doing so.. That's not being selfish,. Infact, when someone learns to lean on others they become stronger and more humane than before.

But Jae didn't have that someone, he didn't have anyone by his side .He didn't share his thoughts,worries,concerns,pains with any one. He endured everything since his childhood. Now he closed his mind.He locked him in his own destroyed world. He doesn't want to let anyone to come in no matter what. He wants to lead his life with no feelings.... Happiness? Well there was no such thing in his life..Maybe that's why he forgot to smile ,forgot to cry...

But Hanna believes a life isn't all about existing. She wants to make a better world to live more happily that's why she wants to become a lawyer.She wants to live with her precious persons with full of joy. And Jae had also strangely become special for her. All she wants is to make his life better now. To make him smile more as he was smiling at his kittens on that rainy day. It was only one time Hanna saw him smiling but she couldn't forget that smile.

Hanna bought medicines and fruits.

"I've cut these for you and these are the medicines . Take these now." said Hanna.

" Ahh.. okay . " replied Jae .

"Then I'm going."said Hanna in a low tone.

"Umm, excuse me." said Jae.

"Hmm ,what?" asked Hanna.

"Sorry. I was rude earlier." said Jae.

"It's okay. I forgot already." replied Hanna and left.

"She's really weird. Don't you guys think so?"Asked Jae and patted his kittens. Thankfully he became fine in some hours.

"Anna!Anna,Anna,Anna! Look darling what I got for you ! "said Mrs.Hong ,Eun's grandmother. "Oh, wow,granny! Where did you get these toffees? My koala loves them very much!" replied Anna and started making cake again. "Koala? Don't share it with anyone else! Eat them alone, I've got these for you only. You're just so unnecessarily kind!" said grandmother. "Granny ,Hanna is more like my daughter. Do you think I'll eat these alone." replied Anna and laughed.

"So what? Did anyone said that a mother has to give all her happiness to her daughter? She cannot live her life as a woman because of her daughter? You're not even her mother!"said Grandmother angrily.

"Ah,,, granny ,why are you becoming angry?"asked Anna .

"So should I laugh when my baby doesn't care about herself at all?" replied Grandmother.

"What are you talking about? "asked Anna.

"I saw you working hard day by day just to give her a better life. You were a student too but you left school. You were just a teenager but you acted like an adult. You have a life Annaya!"said grandmother angrily.

"What are you trying to say granny? I respect you a lot and I'm not saying what you are saying that is wrong. But What can I do now ? My happiness is Hana. I only become happy when she's happy." replied Anna.

"Idiot, I know that. But that's because you became too much responsible after your father's death, because of his promise. But you kept that promise now you should live your life too. Find your own happiness , interests. You should date handsome boys now, then get married." said grandmother.

"I don't want to do that. Then Hanna will become lonely. " replied Anna.

"Oh my! Why am I wasting my time! Ah..my head hurts."said Grandmother.

"Sis , I'm home. Ahh.. I'm hungry!" said Hanna.

"Hannaya wait for two minutes! I'm coming." replied Anna.

" I'll have to find man for him." said grandmother to herself.

Eun came to the shop and smiled at his grandma. "Granny, What are you doing here? Where's Anna?" asked Eun.

"Anna went to her home. They are having dinner maybe." replied Grandma. "Ahh.. I bought pasta for her." said Eun and left the shop.

"Wait! Handsome,rich, good personality, all of these are present in Eun! Wow,I finally found it!" said grandmother.

"Ah..Stop! Let's eat together, I bought pasta today,tadah.."Said Eun with a big smile. "Wait why there is another plate? Is anyone coming today?" asked Eun.

"No, It's for you." replied Anna.

"Uh? How did you know?" asked Eun.

"Just because I had a feeling." replied Anna .

"Wow, really. I'm so happy! " said Eun.

"What?Why are you so happy? " asked Hanna.

"Huh? Pa.. pasta ,haha ,for Pasta! " said Eun.

After finishing dinner Hanna lay on her bed idly. She got a message about one hour ago but she forgot to check.

"Uhh! He messaged me?!"Hanna said with a ear to ear smile. Jae sent that message. He wrote,"I'm fine now."

"Oh,wait ! Can we become friends now? Oh my ! Ahh.. Why am I smiling? I've become crazy I guess."