3 Regret

Author POV

Three weeks have passed since the incident at the elevator. Andy still in her room drinking and doing nothing for a while now.

"I thought I could get her out of my head...but she still here, every morning I woke up I will find for her warmth and every night I go to sleep I search for her shooing scent." She mumbles to herself.

'On that day of the incident, my body was out of control I was in my room cleaning then the next thing I know I am at Grandpa John's place. And when I finally remember what happened, she was there begging for me not to leave but I just give her a cold shoulder, ARRRRRRHHHH. ' she screams inside her head, she now regrets what she has done to Erika(her cold stare). She wants to see Erika, she wants to hold her kiss her, hug her but now Erika probably in Kanada, she knows she can just look her up and find her but she doesn't know what to say to Erika when they meet again. A soft knock on her door snaps her out of her train of thought.

" Yes grandpa?" she asks

" Sweetheart I need you to help this old bone with something," he asks sounding distressed as possible, but Andy found it cute. She then opens the door letting herself out.

"Sure, I need something to think about anyway," she said, trying to sound cheerful but her looks did their best to betray her, her hair was a mess, once sparkling eyes were now swollen and emptiness could be felt from those eyes.

" Well you see, in the garden was a huge grasshopper and this old man needs to go to my friend's tea party will you help me get rid of it? I will sure to bake you cookies as a reward!" Her grandpa said looking at her with puppy eyes. Today is Donna's Birthday, so they want to surprise Andy to cheer her up a bit, so he needs her to leave the house. Donna also asks him to lore Andy to the garden 15 min walk away from home, he not sure why but he trust Donna like his own granddaughter.

" Deal"

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Andy Pov

In the garden.

Granpa has already left for his tea party leaving me alone in his huge garden and I mean really huge he event have a water fountain in the middle of the garden. Talk about the water fountain, last time I come was with Erika, we sat and sing together talk about random stuff.

I walk while putting on some music I with Erika use to sing, I know is a dumb idea but that is the only music that I was able to think of, and I am too lazy to think of anything.

Tear starts to drop when the song I sang for Erika on our 1st month anniversary starts to play. I slowly stroll down the garden looking at the flower thinking ' this will look good on her' but quickly erase the thought and keep walking till I reach the fountain that when all the air in my lung left me.

My knee shakes till gave out, my mouth dry up my tier bladder burst. The girl I thought that I will never see again standing in front of me.

"E...ri..ka?" I shuttered.

She then turns to face me.

'Ah'

'she looks so perfect, even with those swollen eyes and pale skin'

"Andy," she said looking at me in the eye. I turn away ready to run, then she shouts to me.

" I am sorry!" she grabs my arm. I stop on my track then turn my head to face her.

"Don't touch me!" I tried to get angry, but she is just right there! 1 meter away from my grasp I want to hold her and never let go.

"Andy, I am sorry, sorry that I was not able to break out of my shell back then and I know I was being a bitch not trying to discuss going to Kanana matter because I was scared, I was scared that you will stop me, I afraid of the future, I want to make name for myself so that when my parent or anyone tries to hurt you I will be able to protect you, I am sorry that being a pussy in front of the society and it breaking you and seeing you leave that day was the end of me so...please....please give another chance, you don't have to forgive me...just one more chance please..." She screams, shouts, yelled all mix and every word she said was as if she begging for her life.

I stood there taken back, now I know why she was trying to go to Kanana so badly, she was just thinking about the future.... but that is not the main point right now is not about her nor me but US. If we could walk this thorny path together.