Majilljs Progression

Hey Animi, looks like things are moving along quite well but in an almost invisible way which is interesting to me.

The sense that the growth is present but the clarity as to what it means and how to operate it isn't there.

I'm sure that the state I'm operating from and the actions I'm taking are intuitively and innately leading me in the right direction, but I would like some insight on this path at present.

"Of course, so now that I've become your giver, this means that you will find experiences flowing more smoothly for you than you previously expected and at faster rates than your consciousness can intuit.

Consider this as the next stage beyond glitches in the matrix.

Since I'm new to this too, I can't give you too much information as to how this will work or what exactly has changed.

All I can intuit at present is that this will hyperoperationalize your current stable state beingness.

So assume that your personal realizations have already occured and align your actions to the knowingness that all of them are realized potentials within themselves.

Meaning that your actions now equate to outcomes rather than lead you to outcomes.

Think of it like skipping a step in the natural process of how reality works.

To that extent, you should actually learn how to take less action. Which I can see you're already practicing to an extent.

Simply be aware that it's this state of knowing that you are operating from outcomes rather than actions that will most aid you at present.

Until your personal realization 0 occurs however, it will still give you this sense of seperation between the baseline knowingness of this progression, so continue to do the routine you created for yourself.

That is now the experience that will keep aligning you back to true north. Where every expression based on that alignment is the most efficient and effective expression towards your ultimate realization of all personal realizations and beyond."

Ok, that can make sense I suppose.

So in a way, at present it's more like follow the path and put in the reps until the realizations occur, and when those realizations occur then the feedback loop will become self sustaining where I will have clarity of action-intent to outcome-intent for my future progressions?

"Yep, exactly that."

Then in that case, if I'm not taking any steps because my current beingness is the step basically, then is there a way to improve the efficacy of this outcome-oriented progression?

It just seems like everything is dependent on these personal realizations and the lack of ability or maybe understanding of what ability I have to do anything about that is sort of unnerving.

"That's honestly very accurate. It's actually unnerving for me to because the more I give to you, the more my system has to align to the way you interpret insights and I'm learning more and more how faulty your basic system is.

I almost want to switch systems with you as that would be easier for me to help you.

All I can tell you is this, you improve the efficacy of your system every time you enter the energy of receiving a desired outcome and stabilizing it.

This is the perspective of putting up triggers in your reality that give you a visceral experience relating to your desired reality.

Whenever those triggers occur, you are sending out the message of intent for this to be the feedback to receive.

The way you have setup your current system is more or less as effective as it gets for the realizations you have for yourself.

It's almost scary how perfect you created it in relation to yourself.

It's why I have the faith to abandon my own system and send energy to your faulty one.

Know that the feedback is looping back to you as we speak and the opportunity level experiences that can serve as synchronicities and pre-confirmations have all been occurring for you constantly.

It's just how you setup your system to escape common traps with these experiences is so effective that you don't even notice them until they are end level realizations.

That's why it's scary, you've basically blinded yourself on purpose so that when you see again, there are no barriers between seeing and true sight.

A hedge against well everything you can hedge against in a way.

Also why it's so difficult for you. All previous information and tools normally used by those in this position you've removed on purpose.

You're operating as if you're starting over from N = -1, which is scary that you're able to sustain that.

So I know that when your personal realization 0 occurs, you're going to evolve.

And I will be here to support you until then.

It's what is necessary for me to reactivate my system in a way that's sustainable for you to handle that support in relation to how you're going about developing yourself."

Hmm ok, so you've basically said that I'm crazy and am attempting something at present that is hardly sustainable for a being. But I'm doing so on purpose and it's to hedge against things I'm not even aware of in this state. Because apparently I can't hedge against them unless it's from this state. But because of that, I won't be able to be aware of what I'm doing until there is an outcome resonant to what I'm doing that occurs. But for that to occur, I have to operate as if I already have that outcome, which is apparently the state I'm already in to an extent. I just have to keep sustaining it until this feedback loop basically closes and the actual outcome resonant to my current outcome oriented state occurs?

"Yes… you're good at simplifying like that."

Thank you. Ok cool, and also, because I'm operating like this. In order for me to stay true to me, you have to basically gamble your fate on me succeeding, otherwise any other help from you would harm me and you in your usual state?

"Correct… but I trust you absolutely at this point!"

Thank you. Then I guess my only option is to make sure I deserve that trust and to keep going until I know what it is I'm going for at present.