Well I can tell to a certain extent that the movements in relation to the personal realizations are occurring, but it seems more tiring to ignore them than to just move forward with them, why is that?
Makes me feel as if I'm almost making the wrong choice which is really strange to experience.
"Well. This can be considered what you're learning to deal with, learning to grow from.
This is what it takes to gain absolute mastery over 3D reality.
When you master these experiences by staying in alignment to the path you're operating from, then this is the key for true realization.
The key to go beyond the constraints of dimensionality.
I've been changing your system little by little to figure out how it works and specifically what we need to see change in order for me to help you expand it with alignment back to my innate system.
This is what you're experiencing, this is also the outcome expression that you will find for yourself.
What is occurring is realized opportunity. Experiences that can give you an intuitive knowingness towards the ultimate outcome desired.
What you are finding is occurring at present in relation to this is the jump function, the first test I've created in your system.
You should find new levels of realized opportunity occurring that are still more 3D than 4D.
When a realized opportunity resonates not just in feeling but in tangible outcome as defined expression as better than the expectation, this is when we can determine you have mastered 3D.
This is the next step beyond personal realizations that we are going to want to focus on now since you've perfected the system and energy necessary for your personal realizations."
Hmm ok, so this is why it's a jump and seems to spontaneously be opportunities greater than anything relevant to what's occurring at present.
Coo.