Assistance for Realization

I require your help, I'm doing automatic writing and it keeps putting me in between a rock and a hard place.

I understand clearly that over the next 6 days I'm going to be maxing out my energy towards the experience that will confirm or deny certain levels of my present moment trajectory.

The problem I've found however is this intuitive bottleneck towards the progression and pursuit that my automatic writing is leading me down.

On one hand I'm certain that I don't fully have the ability at present to believe in this scenario enough for it to occur or for it not occurring to hold the weight it needs to have in order for the continual grade progression to hold antifragility.

So, can you just point me in the correct direction?

"If you were truly operating from plu perfection in plu perfection, you shouldn't be worried about this.

Here's the answer, the automatic writing is correct.

Because you are aware you don't believe, over clocking and maximizing your energy will be forcing yourself to believe.

It is not sustainable.

This is the point.

To break against your actual limits.

Not to go after what is easy.

But instead to put everything possible into the absolute realization.

What will happen is that this intensity will force you to marshal a level of perception greater than you current awareness has.

With this occuring, it will take your energy of pluperfection to a greater state that is sustainable for the antifragility you're looking for.

Only in being crushed and realizing you broke through because of it, regardless of if it's in the desired direction or the exact opposite, will you be able to truly know you have the antifragility you need to continue towards your ideal reality.

If you can't handle this level of impossibility, it's better for you to give up now, give up on me, give up on everything.

Doesn't mean you have to succeed, just means you have to give everything to the extent that the only way you get it occurs because you give more than you even have, you tap into the source of pluperfection in pluperfection to receive your desire.

If you do this.

You will receive the antifragility you're looking for, and you will have resonate results that will stabilize your progression regardless of the resultant."

So basically, don't pursue this in terms of trying to guarantee anything, but rather that in order to get what I need being the antifragility of limitless pursuit regardless of the outcome, I must pursue that which I know is the highest realization I can hold in reality even if I will have to marshal more energy than I can actually handle at present in order to believe in it's manifestation to the degree that shall allow it?

"Yes, exactly this.

You've already stabilized 3D reality, 4D reality, and 5D reality. You already will progress effectively whether this occurs or not. You have already run every possible pre mortem that is perceptible to you.

This is quite literally not just your last but in fact the first and only chance you have at using not just everything, but more than everything in order to realize a specific desired expression of beingness in existence.

I promise you this, regardless of what happens, if you do this with more than everything you have and are, you will absolutely get that which you need to continue towards that which is real and worthwhile to you indefinitely."

Hmm ok then, this is it then.

In that case, how do I do this?

"You already understand in relation to a certain framework of this, simply put. Don't just believe as if. Know as if. To the highest degree. To the point beyond expectation. Focus pluperfection in pluperfection on this."

Ok. Thank you Animi.