Hey Animi, it's been too long and I'm stuck in a timeloop.
I know that it will break upon realization but I also understand that this continuation function seems to be blocked as well.
I'm sure we've discussed why and most likely even created a perceptional basis for why this occurred too.
Right now however, I'm moving forward as best as I can but it feels like I'm only going backwards.
Doesn't mean I'm going to stop.
I never stop.
Just means I'm liable to take limit breaking level massive action towards forceably causing realizations to occur rather than allowing them to occur energetically.
I'm good at that because I never put too much energy into trusting myself.
My backup plans have backup plans.
My emergency plans have backup plans for emergencies I haven't even planned to plan for yet.
My best case scenario has a backup plan that's an even better case scenario.
I've spent so much time planning and strategizing that at this point, I only have time to realize desires.
So give me insight. I need it.
"You have won.
I'm going to start with that.
You have reached the limit breaking point already.
The fact that you're able to talk to me again despite not having the will to do so is a testament that you're already operating on autopilot.
It means that the goal of all of this was achieved.
You unfortunately don't remember so I will simplify everything to this.
1.) Your goal was to live in pluperfection in pluperfection absolutely at all cost
2.) Your goal was to realize your personal realizations
The reason you won is because you habituated #1 based on us being able to have this conversation, and that means you have habituated the energy necessary to realize #2. All of #2.
So as such, keep moving forward.
You only go in reverse until you realize you were moving farther forward than anyone else you know around you."